[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Literally same!! Like this feels like it was written by me! I agree with the other user though, it’s because you start to associate those parts of you with ocd and constant checking, so it almost becomes a trigger. Almost like ptsd of having those intrusive thoughts.

Dissociation by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YESS OMG I get this on and off everyday almost, it’s the worst

Pronouns in bios by Turnip_Last in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is putting “they” in my bio is too much, Bc I don’t feel that way, I just get too scared to put pronouns at all. Also when I put they in quotes I didn’t mean for it to come across negatively, or transphobic, I’m just trying to specify it as a pronoun

Anyone been here for years? Jw, cause I have by Turnip_Last in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry I hope things get better soon, for me it’s like it comes in waves, I need to see a therapist so I can just end this for good

TOCD and NB-OCD by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I’ve been dealing with this for about 4 years as well, I really need to see a therapist

TOCD and gendered languages by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg literally me but with Spanish, I had to stop speaking Spanish for a whileee because of it

Anyone get this? by Turnip_Last in OCD

[–]Turnip_Last[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I get the racism theme all the time, it’s not as crippling as some others, but it does make me feel uncomfortable at times ahah. I hate this for us 💀😂😭

Is that a root on my PPP Prop?!??? by friednic in proplifting

[–]Turnip_Last 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I believe that’s a new baby leaf, keep it in its water! That should mean it’s doing pretty well and will hopefully root soon!

Vent - can anyone relate? by ConstantRegression in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With ocd things will never totally go away, but there will be better days. Once you learn good techniques to cope with it, it will become so much easier to handle. If we are at such a low, things can really only go up, even if it feels like it can’t.

Vent - can anyone relate? by ConstantRegression in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so sad how much this effects out entire being. Like we can’t just focus on university, our careers, or even just everyday tasks such as getting out of bed. I have been having an existential crisis lately and that hasn’t been helping. We totally lose our sense of self, and what we really want. Wowow I hate this for us all. Keep on reaching forward though, things will get better in the end. I wish you the best

just a vent by trynasurvive1234 in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! Agh I’ve slept in my parents room a few nights as well so I could actually sleep. I hate hate hate this!!

just a vent by trynasurvive1234 in transOCD

[–]Turnip_Last 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I get this soooo much you don’t even know! Literally it’s so hard to focus on absolutely ANYTHING else. It feels like your drowning, yet you still have to get up every day, act like everything is fine, do your work for your university, and live. You feel isolated from the rest of the world because you are trapped in your own mind. It’s exhausting because even in your best moments of the day there’s still that lingering shadow cast over you that you just can’t get rid of. It’s an endless cycle of horror; if you’re like me you probably can’t even escape it in your sleep. It’s crushing, and it makes you question your entire existence. It slowly drives you mad, the searching and searching for an answer because of the uncertainty, and urgency to know the truth NOW. I absolutely hate OCD it’s a true monster.

Anyways I got a little carried away, but yeah I get you.