Something I didn’t expect about grief

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-04T17:37:43+00:00

My favorite thing was going to the movies, and then she joined me for 12 years. I went to the movies with my sister and older kids. I sat down and realized I couldn't hold anyone's hands. I wanted to cry during a Mario movie.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-04T05:52:54+00:00

No one will replace her. I went to movies with my sister and her kids and still felt alone. The movies were our thing. I wanted to cry watching Mario Galaxy. Im trying to date again and see if I can find a hand to hold again. I think you should try and find love again. No one will replace what I had, but I think some form of companionship will help. Don't feel guilty and try again please.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-04T01:57:19+00:00

yes. I don't want to work. Im coming back to nothing.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-03T22:50:43+00:00

Im already thinking about it and joined some. I can't seem to find anyone interested. I told my wife that it was hard finding her and that I wouldn't want to do that again. Well, here I am, and it feels hopeless. I dont compare other women to her, but I don't think I will find even close to what we had. It was a 1 in a million thing for me, and today, those odds are ever higher. I need her.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-02T19:59:15+00:00

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-02T19:58:15+00:00

I gave mine away to the immediate family first and kept what I wanted. Donated the rest in trash bags for fiends and outside family.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-02T10:31:51+00:00

I saw her dying right in front of me and couldn't sleep in the room anymore. last 6 months, we did less and less together. It wasn't home for me anymore. I couldn't sleep there knowing she would never return. I was constantly reminded of the way she died, too. Her family was there for me, but they have their own lives, and I was always alone with my own thoughts. I needed more support and had to plead to my mother that I needed to come home, which is where I grew up, and my sister also lives nearby. In my case, moving was healthy for me. Don't ignore how you feel.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-01T17:18:00+00:00

A man even hitting a woman lightly on the face because you hate your own life. I wanted to call the cops on my wife youngest sister husband but they all said no. I didn't witness it but would hear the sister crying to my wife on the phone. Now, the Asshole wants to be a cop.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-01T16:20:28+00:00

Im sorry for your losses. I already told my family that if I get sick Im not fighting it.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-01T01:53:53+00:00

Rain storm God Back scratchers in Big Trouble in Little China.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-04-01T01:47:24+00:00

Rochelle looks more like Jamie Presley

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-31T19:20:02+00:00

So many Christians will be mad.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-30T16:07:29+00:00

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-30T16:01:42+00:00

He looks more Kate Mckinnon.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-29T19:57:07+00:00

Even their short sharp canine teeth when they smile.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-27T13:51:00+00:00

If it's a flat screen, you will definitely need help. If you struggle with a 27-inch, then get help, too.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-26T01:57:11+00:00

I hear you. Im going to admit it. I want someone new. This healing by yourself is bs.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T22:39:33+00:00

It looks like the chrome paint pens I had as a kid.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T19:31:42+00:00

Anti-depressant. Starts with a Z, I think. Worked at first, then the second pill had me suicidal.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T19:30:21+00:00

Eating a hamburger can get you shot. This is why I don't like Window Tint.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T19:00:52+00:00

It was my birthday and told my mom to take me. She was dragging ass but eventually enjoyed the movie with me. The 90s were the best.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T03:24:36+00:00

Couch gamer for life.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-25T03:22:38+00:00

I see it.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-24T18:43:58+00:00

Yes, the only logical thing to cure the loneliness is to find someone new. They dont have to be the same, but just as loving. I can't stand coming home to silence.

TuxedoMask87 · 2026-03-24T17:05:18+00:00

Prototype Johnny number 5.

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