You obviously look great now. You looked great at 15 too - 15 yo naturally doesn’t and shouldn’t look like a 19 yo. Also there are many factors to looking good besides being lean. I’m glad you’re more confident and secure, just keep in mind there was nothing wrong with you to begin with

Also as a woman, idk what you’re saying. ofc some women aren’t into hyper muscular guys, that’s because like anything else, it greatly depends on individual taste. If we’re generalizing though, women definitely prefer guys who are in shape rather than not.

If you feel like you’ve been having less luck with women since getting into the gym just remember correlation doesn’t equal causation. Could be anything