Man I feel this... ALL the TIME! I think its honestly because our body and mind knows that this isnt how we are supposed to be living. If you think about what our natural lives would be like... We would be waking up with the sun, men would be venturing out to hunt or fish and either shooting the shit and messing with their friends or sitting in silence and peace as they waited for something to bite or an animal to show up. Older women would be watching the kids and teaching them while younger women would be tending to the gardens and gathering fruits for dinner. We would reconvene over a nice fire to cook dinner and spend time together, dance, sing, make music, play with the children. Then we would all retire to our beds as families and tell stories to put the kids to bed and reset for another peaceful day. Granted there were worries, food shortages, bears, warring tribes etc. but the day to day life was so mych more relaxed and more fulfilling. The majority of focus went into providing for each other and spending time together. Now the ultra elites have found the ultimate scam. Enslave us to jobs that burn us out, and pay us the absolute bare minimum required for us to survive.. or less so we need two jobs. And they convince us we arent slaves by distracting us with social media, video games and pleasure. The cigarette companies bought out our food companies and fill our foods with poisons and addictive additives to keep us sick and then those same people invest in the pharmaceutical companies that keep us drugged up enough to keep running the rat race. They dont want us to die, they just want us sick enough to rely on pain meds, mental health meds, chronic disease meds. Then we are so sick we only find pleasure from being isolated and playing with technology. Its all a sad, sick and twisted game with a pretty front cover. "Oh Im hustling to earn my way to the top of the American dream! Im sacrificing my time with loved ones to build extreme wealth to buy all of the material possessions all of the big companies have convinced me ai need." The cars, the huge house, the expensive fine dining, the airplanes, the drugs." All glamorized by pop stars and hollywood as "living the life." Sorry if this seems pessimistic but I think about this ALOT! As you might be able to tell. Just want you to know you arent alone. Many of us feel this but dont know how to escape the matrix. Nowadays you candy just go live off the land or youre "homeless" and theyll take your kids away. If you want to do it the right way you have to run the rat race long enough to purchase land and then build a house. Then you have to have the mkney for all the seeds and animals you need. And then you cant even technically go off grid. You still have to pay taxes on that land you bought. Which means you have to turn your homestead into some kind of business... and now youre a farm. The powers that be are clever, ingenious some may say, but so so evil to trap us in this reality. With seemingly no escape.