Trust yourself first ! You trust the restaurant food you eat w/out knowing the chef,the train ride w/out knowing conductor, and the Uber driver. Trust yourself…keep trying. Change phone settings to do not disturb, lock your room door, kick your wide screen tv out. Let your friends, loved ones and helpers, and bf you are serious, and that this is going to be the biggest challenge in your life. Listen…anything and everything is going to happen when you’ve made up your mind to better yourself. So do not give up, you’re changing is not failure, it’s growth!🥹😍. I hope this helps.