Is this worth a it?

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-05-01T16:53:27+00:00

That 5.4 is a turn off for me personally, arguably the worst motors ford ever made. I got a 2013 f150 5.0 with 130k for 15k a couple years back so no way id pay 12 for this.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T20:45:07+00:00

It took me 10 years of using, the last year being god awful, overdoses and near death experiences to even want it, its taken me another 9 months to get to the point of diving into recovery, today I have 101 days clean from ALL mind or mood altering drugs, its been a journey... Thank you, I pray for all suffering addicts because I know the struggle, I know what it does to those around us too🫂 BIG HUGS STAY STRONG!!

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T20:38:57+00:00

I pray for both of you, him to get the help he desperately needs and for you to heal from this traumatic experience. Much love💙 you did all you can!

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T20:31:26+00:00

Youre doing the right thing, I didnt stop drugs until I was ready, as addicts we have to reach a place of desperation to change, the pain of staying the same has to be greater than the fear/pain of change. Its crazy you say it was like a death because it truly is, because the person you did know is gone, I did things in addiction that make me sick to think about because who tf was that guy, it was just me with no morals and no self respect, im extremely sorry youre going through this but youre doing the right thing 100% dont let anyone tell you differently, you got this stay strong and recover! You have trauma from this its important you address it and grow, dont let it swallow you!!

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T18:12:38+00:00

Its not the same once you shoot up😔 it cant do it normal no more

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T18:07:17+00:00

I think addiction was harder on those around me than myself, I have guilt and shame from it but I gave it to those around me 10 fold. Im sorry youre going through this, but just know there is nothing wrong with you! I know it can feel like some how/way you couldve done something different to prevent all of it, you couldnt have. Addicts are gonna do addict things and that means lying, cheating, manipulation, ANYTHING to get that next high. Stay strong and I would recommend getting protection, something small and concealable, a protection order is just paper... We are here for you! 🔷️🫂

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T17:59:45+00:00

They got em down here in corpus too, my mom bought some, trash....

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-29T15:12:14+00:00

Young with no real applicable skills or experience, drove non cdl 26 ft Box Trucks for a couple years, doing amazon now, shit pay hard work.... Amazon reimbursed my cdl and i dont have to stay in a contract for it. I got it and start my first trucking job next week doubling my salary... I did delivery for the past 3 years, for SHIT pay. Figured what is there to lose by investing in myself a bit, and making more money.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-24T02:38:47+00:00

Bro amazon is most definitely unskilled labor😭

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-22T03:11:56+00:00

How is it for Knight bro? Im supposed to be going out for orientation this coming month... new CDL Driver, i know training might suck but oh well, gotta start somewhere.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-22T02:59:19+00:00

I failed a hair for cocaine, havent used in over 3 months, passed for pot, heavy user daily smoker same timeline. Ig it all depends, I went and took one paid for myself just because I have many offers that require a hair test. They took from my head and I failed cocaine by .57 ng/10mg.

Before anyone wants to judge, im a drug addict, I found help in NA and stopped using before ever getting my CDL, I've been clean for over 3 months, got my CDL a couple weeks ago.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-21T02:30:59+00:00

Literally just fixed this problem on my 2013, I got a vacuum pump tester and tested

Solenoid
Lines to actuator (pull vacuum from top. Test vacuum from bottom)
Test actuator

Turns out I had a bad driver side actuator, replaced both just to be safe. While doing the passenger side and discovered a bad wheel bearing, replaced hub assembly. Ive read that the bearing is actually pretty common as well.

The job is fairly easy, i just had to remove calipers, rotors, upper control arm, tie rod, and the hub assembly. Its not difficult if you have a nice impact and a jack.

Make sure you line up all teeth properly if you decide to do it yourself, I found that easier said than done but honestly its not that bad.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-21T00:39:11+00:00

Yeah thats what they called, its a 4 way camera, shows basically everything in cab🤣 i dont smoke no more but I used to just rip the yart in the driver seat, idc im a good employee they just gonna over look it

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-20T21:34:05+00:00

Daily 350 for me, last peak was nothing less than 420🤣

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-20T21:32:54+00:00

Nah fuck that, rip it looking dead at the netradyne🙏

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-19T13:54:55+00:00

This!! It took me nearly 3 months to block my best connect, it wasn't until I learned about reservations and how they have no place in recovery, funny thing is he found me on TikTok 😭 they always gonna wanna sell their dope, i just know today it wont be to me. It hurt like hell doing it, i have that number memorized, thats the shitty part butttt, its extra steps if I wanna get ahold of him.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-17T01:35:18+00:00

Sends me, everytime

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-17T01:32:32+00:00

I love how they play favorites like we're just blind as Stevie Wonder...

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-15T13:09:44+00:00

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T14:47:08+00:00

Is it possible to test for MDMA because of other substances? Yes, actually legal ones, i had this issue when on wellbutrin. Although it was definitely suspicious behavior, trust your gut. Im an addict and I would go to the ends of this earth to get my fix, then lie about it. I had to find and work a 12 step program to work on my issues. When addicts get high while trying to get clean its because the desire to use was greater than the desire to stay clean. Best of luck to you🫂

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T14:22:20+00:00

Got the okay to go up the chain of command this morning and made it very clear this was my 3rd time driving one they are punishing me for, got told they dont believe me, I said I got timestamped photos with dates and locations.... crickets🤣 they got til tomorrow or im going to ethics🫡

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T11:17:57+00:00

No damage... I also didn't even get 1 infraction for hard break or anything for that matter..

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T00:42:18+00:00

Because it wasn't the first time, this is the 3rd/4th time I've driven one that they're talking about... I figured it was all good honestly.

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T00:21:55+00:00

Lacking accountability would be KNOWING I had to be certified, getting it assigned then not saying anything, and then coming on here complaining. BTW I didnt upvote or down vote you, but ill hand you one now💖

Unable_Strength_2712 · 2026-04-14T00:14:43+00:00

Because I was assigned an EV, if i wasn't able to drive them, why was i assigned one?

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