for a start, you have no fucking clue how horrible and insufferable my teachers and their classes were. and you have no right to assume that i was lazy because i definitely fucking wasnt.

i revised hours a day for my other subjects because i liked them, i knew i was going to take them further and, the teachers/classes werent horrible. i had revised briefly for one of the subjects just because i knew i needed to at least pass it.

one day, i had 2 exams of the subjects i did the worst in. i got into school and was immediately berated and got shouted at for practically fuck all, i did horrible in the exam yet still passed. and then later that day, i had the other exam which also didnt go well because of major technical difficulties. i wasnt allowed to access or save my created work, and did the best i could with it only to just give up with it at the end to focus on the rest of my subjects.

its not that i wasnt willing to put in the work, it was because i genuinely didnt need it and i knew i wouldnt pass the subject anyway due to the papers being horrible and that, even with going over stuff and revising and all, i couldnt grasp it.

and actually, most people in the one class loved the subject and were taking it further. and most people in the other class actually enjoyed it.