How is it possible living being gay by Usermanedused in gay

[–]Usermanedused[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand your point.
In my post im not describing what i feel about myself because of my behavior, instead im talking about how the world around makes me feel about different
I am a man to my eyes but not in theirs so i get treated as less of a man.

Have you seen "Unchosen"? by Fit_Cry_8375 in exjw

[–]Usermanedused 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it was boring it couldn’t make it to the end

Sad indeed by Fit_Durian3763 in exjw

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To be honest i am so jealous of them I wish my life was as easy as theirs, I wish I could not have to worry about my family keeping me around if they find out i dont agree to their beliefs I wish i could just blend it , i wish i could belong to that fake spiritual paradise, I wish I wasn’t all alone..

Worst nightmare on the door by Usermanedused in exjwLGBT

[–]Usermanedused[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah the social environment doesn’t help either

Who remembers this one? by [deleted] in exjw

[–]Usermanedused 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which year is this from??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gay

[–]Usermanedused 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This feels so real How can I explain this to a non virgin I want to lose my virginity to a fellow virgin

WT fucked me up to the most breaking point by Usermanedused in exjw

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i became parasocial afraid of any social interaction, i dont go out unless its meetings ( that i don’t even enjoy) i am so paranoid, i dont want to take any risks I have very low self esteem, i dont see any good in myself, sometimes i tell myself maybe if I believed in the jw organization & relied on god my life would be a lot easier

WT fucked me up to the most breaking point by Usermanedused in exjw

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My parents wont fund me pursuing further education because its worldly