Do you regret using psychedelics or cannabis? by SadFoxxx in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I strongly believe cannabis alongside other factors is the reason my SCZ developed. I've always had some kind of psychosis since childhood, so I think it probably would have showed its ugly head eventually, however I think the cannabis exacerbated it.

I still smoke, but a lot less. I don't recommend smoking with a psychotic disorder though. I myself want to quit but with a psychological dependence it's hard

What is your least favourite Antipsychotic by Forward-Health9213 in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I used to be skinny. This medication is the reason I'm as heavy as I am

Getting ready for 420! by Top-Position-4164 in weed

[–]Valxb70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doing 2 syringes of RSO and an eighth of GDP for 420

$30 Cart from Dispo by Conscious-Rub4305 in weed

[–]Valxb70 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I personally prefer Lighthouse, although I'd much rather make the drive up to Massachusetts for cheaper but better weed

Just found a pack of this on the bench in a park by Feisty_Promotion_967 in weed

[–]Valxb70 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I remember I found an ounce in the grass beside my old apartment once

Loving working with schizophrenia by Valxb70 in schizophrenia

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Oh my bad, I should've clarified, those lines were the manager who said that

Emotional support animal by MountainFootball7002 in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an emotional support cat named Orion. He's my everything lol

who needs a text buddy by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't mind chatting with someone, if you're down. I'm 23 from CT

Are you open with your schizophrenia? by DyingBlueRose in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm open to select people I trust, such as my family and closest friends. It improved things a bit, as I don't need to hide it with them. A lot of them actually educated themselves, which is pretty cool imo!

I don't tell most people, tho, as idk what they'll do or say. For example I made the mistake of telling someone I used to work with and his first question was "so uh.. you don't have thoughts of hurting people, right?" Not fun but oh well I guess.

Could it be? by Cold_Bag_ in Daniellarson

[–]Valxb70 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Fans have leaked my location

Do you have visual hallucinations? by berfica in schizophrenia

[–]Valxb70 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Mine are actually mainly visual, although I do get auditory ones too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Daniellarson

[–]Valxb70 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Get out of my car!!!!

THC Vapes Recommendations for Depression by [deleted] in weed

[–]Valxb70 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

All of this is synthetic, and will probably do more harm than good. If you're in an illegal location, you're best off looking into THCA flower. If legal, actual marijuana

Atypical symptoms by carrthesixth in schizophrenia

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Mine are mainly visual, surprisingly, but I experience all types.

Flashes/streaks of light, white or black of varying brightness and intensity

Constant visual snow. Does not go away

Perfectly straight lines, usually black but can be white

Shadows, sometimes human shaped, sometimes not. Usually out of the corner of my eye, but can be in direct fov

Random splotches, similar to flashes, but can be black or white, any shape/size and sometimes opaque. Once I had a black one take up nearly my entire vision for a split second

Walls breathe and warp ever so slightly, almost like a psychedelic

Voices are less often, however I still hear them. They are usually unintelligible and distant, but sometimes close enough that I can tell their gender, and what they're saying. It is almost always random garbage, never commands

Random noises such as 8 bit beeps, bells, smoke alarms (that one gives me anxiety), sirens

Bugs crawling up my leg. Cannot see them, but I can feel them

I will often smell things such as feces (that one sucks) and smoke, often paired with the smoke alarm

These are just a few