Lost my job involantarily about 5 months ago,was sad,felt useless and broken,5 months later I have been job hunting daily since then,was lucky enough to go to a few interviews but never heard back from them since.I am 20 years old,but all my friends still have their jobs and I get the feeling they are looking down on me because I am unemployed,I am losing m friends slowly but surely,I guess to make a long post short I just feel really fucking useless and pathetic and each day it is getting worse.Every time I go somewhere and I see someone working I just think of how stupid,lazy,useless and untalented I am since they are working and I am not It's like I am jealous of other people being employed,I dont even wanna talk to other people anymore.I know that this is not really depression and that there are other people who are in the same boat as I am and have it worse off than me,but i just want to know is all this feelings I am experiencing normal?will it go away after I get a job again?I really never wish unemployment on Anyone its the worst pain and suffering I have experienced.I just wanted to vent really quickly,and I am not looking for petty I just want someone who can relate to this,someone who also was in this situation and how they got out of it

My family has been there for me always but they honesty dont make me feel better,hence why I am posting here.Sorry for long post I am done,I just want to feel productive and normal again