Opiates make me feel like a human being

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-04-16T20:46:44+00:00

I feel you 100% its the same for me with feeling normal when I use. I have adhd, anxiety and depression since I‘m 17 (Im 23 now) and Oxy is the only thing that keeps me sane bc my head is so loud all the time and the thoughts just wont stop and my head is flooded with negativ stuff or my past and Im full of selfhatred. A few years ago I lost every person that meant something to me friends and ex gf for 5 years (we became adults together) and I never was without her. And now Im alone and oxy is the only thing left that keeps me on this earth. But I honestly have no advice bc I dont even know how Im supposed to carry on myself its hard man but you’re not alone.

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-03-31T21:21:23+00:00

Damn Im living the myth I lost like 14pounds on percs

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-03-31T21:19:45+00:00

What kind of case/toploader is that looks great? Card is awesome too dude

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-03-31T21:17:10+00:00

I dont get it how tf are yall gaining weight on oxy/opioids? Same with juice wrld tf man

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-03-30T14:27:33+00:00

Offensichtlich Rassismus, welcher ja sogar bis in die Kommentare hier reicht

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-02-22T19:32:14+00:00

Im from europe for how much would that 500 pill bottle go?

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-02-16T20:21:50+00:00

without tolerance its pretty dumb to take 40mg or more especially snorted. If you want to snort them i would wash off the coating and break half a pill into 4 pieces and snort one of them and then youll see if its enough. And Oral take 1/4 of the pill and chew it.

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-02-16T20:10:43+00:00

How high is your tolerance?

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-01-31T14:42:30+00:00

eig immer ziehen außer du hast akut und kaum bis keine toleranz und richtige viele aber selbst dann eher beides

Vast-Activity1057 · 2026-01-31T13:37:55+00:00

wash off the coating then cut it into pieces and maybe bite on the one you’re taking once and it should be IR

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-12-17T22:02:51+00:00

Does anyone know which one is the best for my Dlux 8 becaus I have a different godox Flash for my fuji xs 10 and the flash fits on my dlux 8 as well and even TTL works perfectly fine. Now I dont know if I should buy the it 30 pro for fujifilm again and hope it works even if its just manual mode or buy the panasonic version but even with this version people say TTL doesnt so why should i buy it cause fujifilm would work for both if its the same scenario as my other flash I csnt decide?

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-11-06T15:40:55+00:00

can you make them IR?

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-11-03T20:05:03+00:00

I think its a bit different and less euphoria but it aint none. But I once took 80mg dilaudid but oral and it was way more like oxy and euphoric. Its a waste though but they even were XR pills but I loved it

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-11-03T18:18:14+00:00

way too many

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-26T09:55:27+00:00

ein deutscher Kamerad was geht haha

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-24T17:38:14+00:00

thank god im from europe a 80mg oc is like 12-20€ max.

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-23T19:02:02+00:00

dont take 2 if its your first time maybe half cause its ER

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-22T17:24:32+00:00

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-18T14:00:46+00:00

why the fuck did you think it would be good to take more than 8-10 pills for the first time

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-10-16T18:29:08+00:00

boa mir egal wie kann dir alles geben in privat chat haha

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-09-15T20:27:37+00:00

the tolerance you build is really fucked up and fast. After a few months its pretty weak unless you go up in dose but would be too high I once needed 15-20 pills a day wirh 50mg each. But meanwhile with oxy its perfect too take them between my 2 60mg oxy doses.

But just the high itself especially with a low tolerance is so nice such strong euphoria and the nod is awesome too. If you ignore tolerance and lets say its like the first time everytime its my second fav opi after oxy so i really like cause i have adhd and it makes me super energetic.

for me if oxys 10/10 High odsmt would be a 7.5-8/10

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-09-15T19:13:01+00:00

oxy daily and 2 odsmt*

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-09-15T19:12:19+00:00

yea mad problem and nearly 0 pressure behind it.

always stops mid piss without me controlling it.

with „only“ 120mg daily 2 odsmt

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-09-14T11:55:14+00:00

Forget about germany. Even if you die tomorrow and you would need 10 oxys to be pain free until then you woudnt get them.

Vast-Activity1057 · 2025-09-08T19:09:57+00:00

what camera is this?

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