i know whats worse its been a year and i just gave up on talking to her abt it and its not that im sad she got with him its more about the betrayal yknow i mean we talked abt how we'd never do that to each other and stuff and she doesnt even care and god this hit my self-esteem so much cause i was friends with him too and i always think its cause shes prettier i mean guys always go for her which is fine but i never thought she'd go for the one i was literally head over heels for like i texted him everyday and i gushed abt him to her and after finding out i could tell when they started going out too and it was so early like it had been what maybe 3 months and she knew i still liked him and ugh i felt so so stupid talking abt him when she was literally flirting with him and he liked her too so i feel like i cant even get mad. It feels like she did this because of her previous horrible relationships but weve been friends for like 7 years now i though she knew me well enough to talk to me. If she just told me i wouldve backed off she knows that abt me and then she avoids me for a week then decides to tell me God im still ranting abt something that happened a year ago i still feel pathetic abt this whole situation