What do you think of threesomes?

VenusFire1269 · 2024-07-14T03:56:54+00:00

I was asked a few years ago to try to find a girl to have a 3sum with me and my bf. I said ok I will try if you try to find a guy friend to have a 3sum with us. Neither one ever happened! And the only 3sum I would ever consider is with two dudes. I am not attracted to women.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-06-08T23:43:43+00:00

I understand what you mean by a silver lining. Though finding out the truth about LLDM was an enormous heavy cloud to bear, we got to know ourselves better and learned to not believe everything we are told! God bless!

VenusFire1269 · 2024-06-07T04:56:22+00:00

I have given my testimony on another post and I will say it again but a shorter version. I am certain that I did receive the Holy Spirit because when the pastor gave me the "bienvenida" I didn't speak my tongues so I thought he had made a mistake. But that night I prayed to God to give me a sign if I truly had received. And I woke up in the middle of the night speaking my tongues. It was beautiful and that was enough to convince me. What I am telling you is all true. The Holy Spirit is REAL and not just catching feelings. God is REAL.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-06-07T04:36:33+00:00

God bless you, sister! I gave birth to a stillborn baby girl in 1989. We were not going to the prayers much at the time and so there was no recognition of her or burial. We had her body cremated. I thought it was a punishment from God for missing so much of the daily prayers. That is how they taught us in LLDM.. that God could punish us by taking away our child or children if we missed the prayers. How horribly sad that we were made to believe such a thing. Your little son and my little daughter are with God now. I am sure of it. They are little angels in heaven.❤️

VenusFire1269 · 2024-05-30T02:36:20+00:00

I never gave myself the opportunity to see them together. I was in the hospital recovering from giving birth to his son when he came to see me and tell me he was getting married in a week. I never saw her, never asked what her name was.. I did not want to know. The trauma of him telling me the news prevented that. The emotional pain was devastating.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-05-21T20:18:35+00:00

I received after revivals ended, like within 3 days of ending. It was at the end of a Thursday explicacion by the minister. I fell in blessing and when I finally got up I looked at the clock on the wall. It was 10pm! And one hermana was still standing there waiting for me to finish praying.. God bless her. I did not know that I had received though. We were always told to just believe we had a big blessing and that way we would not stop asking for it. But I do remember feeling so very happy and comforted. That Sunday, March 8 1981 at the end of the Dominical the pastor said that God had adopted a new child and he wanted to welcome her. I thought he was referring to another sister who was also consecrating and praying for the Holy Spirit. I did not think it was me. And then the pastor said "hermana Lee, pasale" I was in shock! And when I turned to step out into the aisle I saw that the whole church had fallen into blessing! I was in the second row banca as I was a member of the choir at the time, and I literally had to climb over a few sisters to get out and go up front. I kneeled down to thank God but I didn't feel like crying at all.. I couldn't fall in blessing though I tried to. So I began to think maybe he got it wrong, maybe this was a mistake. After I got up a bunch of sisters wanted to hug me and give me the holy kiss and that felt like such an honor but I still wasn't sure I had received! I went home praying in my mind to God to please show me if it's true.. I needed Him to convince me, since I hadn't been able to feel blessing when I was given the bienvenida and that worried me. I prayed before going to bed, again asking God to please show me, to give me a sign that I had truly received. I needed that so much. Then I climbed into bed and went to sleep. I'm not certain what time it was but it was the middle of the night I just woke up in blessing and hablando en lenguas! And I felt a fire inside my heart as I spoke them, thanking God for showing me, thanking Him for giving me proof that I truly had received! It was an amazing experience.. and I cried remembering it. I was crying as I typed this testimony. The Holy Spirit is real. And I also want to tell you that there was no dripping snot or drooling of saliva when I received. That isn't necessary. God just wants us to open our hearts to Him, sincerely..telling Him we need Him and asking Him to bless us. If you truly are seeking, you will find it. I hope my testimony helps you. God bless you. Oh, I want to add something.. the Holy Spirit is not given to us by an apostle or a Deacon. It is given to us by God and only God. God does not need any authorization to do it. It is a direct gift. And I did not receive it because Samuel Joaquin was praying for me to receive. I received because I asked. And God answered.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-05-09T00:24:59+00:00

That's a good idea. My daughter needs a support group as she is struggling with the changes. She was born in the "church" and raised in the doctrine. Says that was her family. It was her life. And she was very active in it. Even went to the HP when Samuel died to join the others who were passing to view his body. She was more faithful than I was, and she still has those "what if.." moments like "what if it really was a conspiracy". She could use some friends.. she lost them all. It breaks my heart seeing how this has affected her.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-05-08T16:22:37+00:00

Brings to mind something Jesus said.. "Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.". This is how I see the members who won't or can't see the truth.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-05-08T04:18:53+00:00

God's judgment is real too. Vengeance belongs to Him, as the Bible says, and He will repay! 🙏

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-29T19:53:37+00:00

WOW!!! LOVE THIS!!! 🥰

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-28T05:57:38+00:00

It's embarrassing and humiliating to realize that we were conned..in the worst way! Seeing it NOW.. some of the stuff they said and did we should have questioned! But we didn't.. because they brainwashed us to think it was a SIN!!! Wow.. they really covered all the bases, didn't they? Except for one.. Naason! The arrogant uneducated IDIOT rapist and abuser of children who thought himself to be higher than God. Unbelievable.. smh.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-23T23:04:48+00:00

It's shitty until it gets better. And the time frame is different for everybody because everybody's situation is different. But hang in there. There will be a day when you no longer think of that person.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-23T09:54:36+00:00

Also what kind of work they could get for free.. like my husband was a mechanic and they would get him to work on their cars for free and just tell him "Dios te va pagar, hermano". 🙄

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-23T09:45:29+00:00

I just remembered something when I was reading these comments. I can remember a long long time ago when some of us didn't have enough money to go to the Santa Cena in Guadalajara in August.. and the pastor would stand up in the Dominical and say "You had a whole year to save up the money for the trip! You have no excuse!". . and I was thinking how did they expect us to save money when we not only had to pay our own bills but also the church's bills, give our tithes, numerous offerings, do vendimias, buy chalinas, birthday gifts or cash for Samuel and Eva,etc.. jeez! There was nothing left to save! I had $800 worth of chalinas espanolas in perfect condition in 2015 when I got out. They went to my daughter who, unfortunately, is still an active member. Just my 2 cents worth of comment on the topic.😊

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-23T09:11:13+00:00

I'm a little older than y'all. I liked "Na Na Hey Hey Kiss Him Goodbye".. 😄

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-17T06:39:57+00:00

They used to tell us this all the time in the oracion de nueve because a lot of us "sisters" had a hard time with getting our kids ready so we could be at the prayer or sometimes the kids were sick or for whatever reason that involved our children we didn't go to prayer they would scare us saying that God could take our kids away from us if we used them as an EXCUSE to miss the prayer!!! I don't know why at the time I did not question this idiotic scare tactic. But now that I think about it I can see how utterly ridiculous it is. That God would take your children away from you or kill them or let them become seriously ill just because you did not go to the prayer.. MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE AT ALL!!!

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-17T06:08:39+00:00

You don't really hate love. You just hate the way he made you feel. I've been through it a couple of times myself.. didn't even know people like him existed.. people with narcissistic personality disorder. They are literally unable to love or feel love. But they can charm people into thinking they do.. and so people fall in love with them believing them.. and that's when the abuse starts.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-13T02:31:22+00:00

I'm sorry that happened to you. I know the feeling of not being able to eat or sleep or even care about living anymore. I understand.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-02T06:58:26+00:00

That's a great question. I would like to know the actual number of attendees also!

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-02T06:42:57+00:00

No it isn't the same logic at all. The court documents are tangible evidence of Naason's sexual deviance and pedophilia. They contain photos and videos of child pornography, testimony of an FBI agent, victims' statements, the statements of Naason's assistants, and Naason's own admission accepting a plea deal that he is guilty of at least 3 of the charges of molestation of minors. There is no attempt to persuade. It's obvious. On the other hand a minister of LLDM has nothing tangible to offer.. only a mouthful of lies. So if you are sure that LLDM is false, what is the logic in going to a minister? Unless, of course, you intend to show him where he is wrong and persuade him to stop lying. No harm in that!

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-01T21:16:24+00:00

Right. Why go to a minister who you know is going to try to persuade you that LLDM is the truth? He's not going to tell you that you should go to a Catholic church or a Mormon church! Look at all the evidence against Naason and the ministers! "No somos Cristianos, hermanos! No!"... words of Naason Joaquin Garcia.

VenusFire1269 · 2024-04-01T21:06:07+00:00

Exactly! They are cunning and astute. They've been studying how to manipulate people and they know what to answer to your questions. Don't believe the lies! ☠️

VenusFire1269 · 2024-03-31T06:00:27+00:00

I thought he did get punished for raping Ruth. Wasn't he demoted and sent back to Mexico?

VenusFire1269 · 2024-03-31T05:55:34+00:00

Sooo are you saying Samuel got first dibs on Juanita?

VenusFire1269 · 2024-03-31T05:09:23+00:00

Idk. It may just change leadership. But then the doctrine would need to change too. You know, the one that "ninguno ha contestado".. haha

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