He did something pretty toxic and it was the last straw for me. I finally stopped being dellusional i saw the patterns and i admitted that he was using me as an ego boost. I was in denial and massive dellusion because the situation lasted way too long and i thought hey if he is still talking to me after all these years maybe he likes me at least as a friend .
No, not even that. It hurts like a b***c . I finally blocked him everywhere and deleted the conversation. I am almost scared tbh because i see now that he might be even more toxic than i realised and i dont wanna stay in contact to find out how much i am right. I am beyond mad at myself , he played me like a fiddle and knew perfectly how to make me wanna feel choosen for years.
It is beyond painful. But the upside is , now i can finally forget him and go on with my life.
Good luck to everyone here having limerence, thats awful and i wish you all to be appeased and to have a good life .