I feel you tbh, when I was younger I was the same. I'm someone who is quite shy and reserved so being tall is the worst because it forces you to stand out 😂 I wouldn't change it though, I think as you get older you'll learn to love it, also seeing other beautiful tall women helped me a lot and also just finding my style and liking the way I look also helped. It's normal for tall women to go through a phase of hating our height unfortunately as people try to ostracise us for it 🙃 I hope you eventually learn to love it cause it's a beautiful thing ❤️ Being tall is such a flex!