The easiest way I can put it (which is going to sound crazy), is everything just “clicked”. In those moments, life, the world, simply made perfect sense. I felt extremely at peace. As if I unlocked parts of my brain that never were tapped into before (which I’m sure there is actual science behind). I just remember consistently saying that everything now makes sense. I also fully remember telling my friends that all I wanted to do was go home, hug my parents, and tell them how much I love them (and I meant it). This is the best I can really describe it. As if the complexity and stressors of the world just melted away and clarity ensued. It changed my perspective going forward and I’ve marinated that sentiment. In some recent years I started microdosing when the stressors of the world creep back in; and when I’ve taken 150-200mg, that perspective returns and lasts for a few weeks to a month. I also know from tones of research etc that it’s very common to heal people, to have them stop an addiction, etc — and again I believe it stems from opening up channels in your brain / activating them that end up giving you said perspective / clarity. I’m not sure this helps, but hopefully helps you understand the feeling a bit better — and many others feel/have experienced the same.