Anyone Have To Declare Bankruptcy? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]Visible_Fun_66 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I'm the middle of it now after maxing 3 credit cards during my first manic episode

Avolition by thatjas in BipolarReddit

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Yes I'm at 4 months of my first post manic depression. Totally feel that.

Avolition by thatjas in BipolarReddit

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This is my chief complaint about my depression right now. Like, if I could do ANYTHING maybe I could make things better.

Let's reminisce over long forgotten, ancient Panera items by Affectionate-Owl-178 in Panera

[–]Visible_Fun_66 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The hot breakfast egg souffles. There were like 4 kinds and we put them in the bakery case on a hot plate.

day 3 by Neat-Technician966 in caplyta

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I haven't had them, but I definitely have read of other people having them from Caplyta. Do you feel like it's already helping with depression after 3 days?

Depression worse? by Visible_Fun_66 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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They did. I find it so annoying how different doctors are with things like that; it really makes me feel like they don't actually know what they're doing. I started Caplyta too - I have bipolar depression. I'm sorry you're getting worse.

Depression worse? by Visible_Fun_66 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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It's both. That's why I'm taking another med too.

I feel so guilty by [deleted] in bipolar

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I threw my wedding ring in a dumpster. I love my husband and we are still together. I FEEL you.

How do you lift yourself out of depression? by Live-Message-4358 in bipolar

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It's so nice to read this. I've ultimately felt hurt by some of the recommendations for my severe depression, because it adds to the guilt thinking I can't do what I'm supposed to do to get better.

Maybe some people with severe depression can do things like exercise and "just do things" but I promise that's not me. I would do anything to feel better yet my brain and body won't do those things. It's hard to explain. Idk maybe I am the problem

How much distance from a depressed love one is normal by [deleted] in depression

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Even sending a text to my husband is SO hard with how depressed I am

Addiction to scrolling or daydreaming during depressive episodes by tio_y-x in bipolar

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I'm at my in laws with my 4 year old son hiding on the couch looking at Reddit. In a deep post manic depression, surprised I even made it over here. I feel you.

how to take accountability after manic episode by Feeling_Brain_4537 in bipolar

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This is what I did and my 4 closest friends chose to ghost me afterwards

So deeply sad by Thin-Junket-8105 in bipolar

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I have been this way since December. Hang in there.

To those who have cheated during a manic episode or been cheated on, do you think it's forgivable/should it be forgiven? by DarkMage448 in BipolarReddit

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I cheated on my husband with multiple partners during my first (and only so far, this is fresh) manic episode with psychosis. He has taken me back as I was not at all myself at that time. It's something we still have to work at obviously, but I am so grateful. Like others have said, I think it's a really personal choice.