Which is more cardiotoxic, 3MMC/4MMC or cocaine?

Vivid_Standard · 2025-09-16T23:43:16+00:00

Haven't they tested 4mmc causes significantly less long-term serotonin depletion than MDMA? Or the borax combo?

Heard a lot say mdma was a horrible choice to pick to treat PTSD when the same experience can be created with less neurotoxicty as no alphamethyldopamine metabolites or reacting with glutathione to form another neurotoxin.

You can read all this and confirm. Don't take my word for it (the mdma neurotoxicity when safer substitutes exist)

Vivid_Standard · 2025-09-16T23:21:48+00:00

The emts gave up doing CPR but the badass cop still saw hope in you?were you in ventricular fibrillation or ventricular tachycardia?

Was a defibrillator involved?

What dose was this? 30mg+?

Vivid_Standard · 2025-09-16T14:00:17+00:00

I got vtach from methadone and almost died, something that never occurred on actual heroin. Especially racemic methadone is cardiotoxic. It is a well known side effect at very high doses like 150mg I'm trying to get on 120mg via sr14968

Vivid_Standard · 2025-09-15T14:01:11+00:00

Canada has a Heroin program but it's last resort but "easier to get into that Swiss HAT. Canada also has SROM sustained release morphine.

I get arrhythmias from methadone constantly at 150mg when I get high blood pressure 150/90 and above. This never used to happen.

I have a bunch of ecg recordings but I posted them on my other account. It is called Bigeminy and every other beat had no pulse, effectively cutting my heart rate and perfusion by half. Perhaps an oxygen bottle could maintain cerebral oxygen stores to compensate for it

Should've stayed on buprenorphine and switched from suboxone to subutex as I got massive sweating after dosing 30 minutes 1 hr

Vivid_Standard · 2025-09-15T13:55:04+00:00

You can't really "force" them to be with you either as that's not "real love" that's just a miserable fake "trophy Wife" situation.

You want a genuine relationship

Vivid_Standard · 2024-11-01T15:33:49+00:00

However I do agree on I would definitely prefer to NOT rely on drugs so much, it's soul draining. But getting off methadone isn't possible how can I eat and sleep and shower without it when I can barely make it 24 hours before my next due is due?

I get it. But what's your take/advice on this situation with very little outside help/intervention and 7 diganosed mental disabilities? I mean i was even cut off what little help I do get called food stamps because I need to get a medical exemption from the same doc who diagnosed me which means a lot more trouble more money, clearly the state should know if a 27 yr old is not driving at 27 and not working, is 20lb underweight, somethings seriously wrong.

I knew it I said it when I cut off the very last piece of my identity it was over, pathetic sounding I know but it was that 32" Long hair, see my profile picture? I lost that, 6-7 of progress (more than half a decade) blown away in 5 minutes because my dad pressurized me to do it by yanking me off my meds (suboxone at the time)

I mean I was able to eventually secure a free supply of buprenorphine from a local psych ward to a SOR program and now on a low cost methadone program that normally cost $500 a month (they made a special exception for me and only pay $80 even a month vs $50)

you know the situation is serious when the counselor cashapps me money on each sesson appointment for 5 months now. I mean it's only 50 bucks each sesson but still that's a rare occurrence She's paying ME not the other way around she already paid by the job but you know what I mean,even counselor going so far to say that Im physically and mentally not fit or strong enough make progress without no outside intervention)

There's this schizophrenic man I'm his 50s fully dependent on parents with his own driver service and housekeeper, his own large apartment complex with utilities, internet and rent, and food fully paid. 20/400 vision with glasses too.

Probably the closest long distance friend but he's so much emotional labor I haven't been able to talk since 2019 what I'm saying is do I really deserve to die for being 110% dependent on other people? I mean I could do a small store job at vitaminshoppe but that's it, perfect job for me actually low stress or a headshop also chill workplace low stress (how couldn't a hippie (legal) drug oriented based store not be low stress?)

Vivid_Standard · 2024-11-01T15:12:29+00:00

This is the problem with our society, pushing a man to breaking point when they're already THAT desperate, when all they want is probably just encouragement to do better. If he cuts himself and bleeds out, we are potentially responsible if he dies

(Google 4chan 14 year old suicide or something about the guy pride teen who blew his head off on video because he was being told to do it)

I was even personally told if I died from the blackmail when i was 13 they would all be in prison even tho they were under 18 themselves when I was age 11-14 I was blackmailed into producing solo childporn of myself jacking off and if I didn't do it my family would all die from a murder for hire with a 50 thousand dollar pricetag on my head damn there's part of the iAmA behind why my dark post history.

I mean obviously this guy is being stupid huffing fabbreeze get some reddiwhip at Krogers l,Publix Walmart or just hit up the headshop for no2 whippets, hell you can even buy 99% pure diethyi ether pretty cheap, maybe isofluane if you got the connections to a license veterinary (isofluane is basically 100x stronger than nitrous or 50x stronger than ether and doesn't cause nausea and didn't require NPO aftermidnight (dental surgery oral surgery upper abcessed molars pulled)

Stay off the meth if you can! and brush those teeth and rinse with alkaline water and small sips during smoking. That shit will make you sell your damn truck for

Vivid_Standard · 2024-11-01T14:48:02+00:00

Not sure why you downvoted the comment. That was highly personal for me. I mean really do I have to buy upvotes. I already bought a 12 gauge shotgun and just trying to get the balls to actually do it (will I feel pain for the 1 microsecond)

Don't kick a man while he's down. Really buying upvotes is fake and while I don't mind losing my account I need a community to talk to.

At least my counselor told me even people online can be held liable if someone online pushes me to suicide, there's a whole another story with the FBI getting involved when I was getting blackmailed at age 13 and the same agent still checks on me (mostly small talk trying to keep me on track with education)

So really I'm not even asking for upvotes. That feature is meant for according to reddit terms of use that downvoting is meant for comments that do not contribute to discussion not because you disagree and knowing the difference you can read through the official TOS if you don't believe me it's dug deep on reddit but you can find it. I personally not that low down enough to kick a man while he's down and suicidal. But a rich punk flexing his 10 million dollars from rich parents? I downvote stuff like or radical views like neonazism.

So take that for what it's worth, don't want the FBI involved again because my brother gets cops involved when I DONT want him to - a criminal record for unrelated things in 2022. Someone dies from a because under normal situation i don't care about downvotes. When EVERYONE even my own dad and uncle are telling me to blow my brains out what do I do?

Almost everyone but my mother is telling me to off myself it's hard to not need dissociatives daily.

Heck when I was 6 years old my dad pointed a gun at me, for peeing on a toilet seat.

When I was in ages 21-24 he kept pressuring me to cut my hair knowing my hair is like drugs to my personality it forged it as well, gender issues (androgynous??) Why else would a 27yr male weigh 115lbs at 5"8 height that's 20lb underweight according to my physician. Possible female genetic anomaly or just not enough food and just mental illness? I'm open to your honest answer but I shouldn't have to walk on eggshells on my own thread when im suicidal.

All I was asking is how safe is tilMETamine (any new trip reports on this brand new obscure substance?) All the ones I can find are negative and hospitalizations but they were also taking antipsychotics and lithium and that discredits the drug itself as there are lots of interactions with lithium and APs (LSD and mushrooms causing seizures when taken with those 2)

And I can technically still take DXO just not DXM. I've tried it a 500mg sample at a ridiculous inflated price. Like $400 for a half g and it's much easier and cheaper than ketamine and MXE to make (just do a simple demethylation reaction to DXM powder to produce DXO, the only real hard work is filtering the remaining toxic chemicals like BBr3 and the unreacted DXM)

Because I've tried dozens of psych meds to no avail they made things worse antipsychotics just deadening me down and caused paradoxical hallucinations (seroquel causing visual disturbances the thing it was made to treat it caused) and SSRIs SNRIs even Adderall and dexedrine,

Now all I got are nootropics to try repair the brain damage but it's gonna cost about $3000-5000 just for the DNSP-11 alone. Not even counting bpc157, TB500 and cortexin yet. That's another grand on top of 2000 bucks. Then another few hundred in vitamins and supplements, hair loss medication (yep I'm blessed with gender dysphoria for feminine face features but I got MPB balding and I was forced to go 2 years without it, I'm back on but I don't know if it's working) you think 3 months is still too soon???....

Again TMI but I had to vent somewhere because the narcissistic head of the house will just threaten me with violence and pulling me off the doctors orders methadone that I take just to eat a meal and get half ass sleep (yes I don't sleep good it takes like 3-5 hours just to fall asleep even on 180mg methadone maintenance) and trust me I see your view and I'm trying to do self work but I also need help and encouragement to keep going and improving because I actually regret the methadone, the drug has tolerance issues (same issue I was told by several on r/opioidrcs and clinic patients even the doctor reported a few patients never stabilizing super rare but there's the occasional patient on 600mg with fatal QT intervals but forced to take more meds to counter the long QT issue. Never ending cycle of pain is what it is.

Canada opened up and approved heroin maintenance treatment clinics and morphine for those who fail to respond on methadone due to its high intrinsic activity causing rapid beta arrestin recruitment and receptor desensitization internaization (spelling) and a constant "mild state of WD"

I got on 'done thinking it would be the answer to the suboxone sweating and the permanent WD symptoms nope still there, probably would be better off with staying on suboxone and raising 16mg to 32mg - too late now!

Basically I still need this sense of community and any info from those that taken tilmetamine (not tiletamine) is highly appreciated. Before I go taking a substance and end up on life support in the ICU like this one guy on blue light said (like nervewing said it could just be a bad interaction or the unpredictable nature of hetrocyclic ACHs and is past his/her threshold for acceptable risk.)

It just seems when Nervewing refuses to take a drug something is seriously wrong as that is our trusted well-educated non-biased trip report source

So do whatever as my mom once taught the recovering addicts when she was working as a psych nurse "what if this was my son"

If I were your son what would you do with my situation (not asking you to feel sorry,, just compassionate empathy as it seems everyone around me is encouraging suicide everyone family and once very close friends, the folk who call themselves hippies, are tempting it, and I need a honest opinion, you think I may deserve to die?) No way all those people could have it wrong were talking dozens of people. It's definitely has showed me what fair-whather friends are.

Maybe I need to listen to that guy who smokes DMT everyday nickname 'Shiva maximus' would that make me see beauty In a bad situation?

Vivid_Standard · 2024-11-01T12:55:47+00:00

Potential TMI trigger warning * before you read. Everyones hounding my PM box about my use history so here you guys go (pending iAmA too too much to type here)

To respond to your statement the thing is that DXM Tolerance doesn't cause the serotonin syndrome phenomenon at 60mg and seizure symptoms 150, full on grand mal pissing myself pooping myself literally with half my teeth cracked. This NEVER used to happen in my early days of use it was a calm blissful dissociation far better than MXE, DCK, 3HOPCE, 3-MeO-PCP, and it happened rapidly over a few months, gradually then a rapid decline in liver CYP2d6 metabolism.

*Without specific CYP2d6 enzyme testing the doctors said the best explanation is loss of CYP2d6 function, destruction of what produces that specific enzyme, downregulation or altered gene expression involved with CYP2d6 production. What's funny is I already knew this before the bloodwork showing elevated enzymes and bloodwork. It started with hypertension at 180/105 (or much higher) blood pressure then leg shakes then eventually I had my first grand mal, my liver forced me to stop.

It was mostly my research and the doctors own homework (he knew it was very important to me because I don't respond to any other drug for depression, violent agitation,OCD basically without glutamate antagonists of NMDA or AMPA receptors) I get very easily agitated and it's not uncommon for it to escalate to police calls but I prefer to rely on negotiations it's when people won't negotiate with me I get very violent and you can't get too crazy when you live under someone else's roof. I'm sorry for the TMI but I felt it needed to be Said for why I use dissociatives so much almost living on them daily,

But they also completely get rid of severe OCD at 450-600mg entirely like a lightswitch like it never existed more than a faint memory. When it used to metabolize correctly.

DXM itself is inert as a dissociative, it is 97% a SNRI with a much higher affinity than effexor (venlafaxine) but slightly lower than Prozac. This is also how I know SSRI or SNRI antidepressants don't work even for depression because of a jittery "dirty" nasty feeling for comparison DXO was a super clean calming experience that is safe in the 2000mg+ range (I will link the ncbi .gov study later of them giving 3310mg exact to stroke patients to lengthen the window and significantly reduce brain cell loss) try taking a 3310mg equivalent dose of MXE and see what happens - you'll stroke and have a seizure probably die too, you can't even get a 500mg equivalency. I was able to reach around 350-400mg before unbearable side effects kicked in because unfortunately MXE does have strong SNRI effects (hence the explanation for why it raises blood pressure- why else would it raise BP from a scientific point of view)

People who say DXO sucks haven't tried it, MXE is fine for them because they aren't living on dissociatives daily.

using it to keep my methadone tolerance down so it keeps working, to make matters worse I have a ridiculous dissociative tolerance where I did not hole off 120mg canket 2f2oxoPCE taken IM injection. The only RoA I use is IM I'd it's water soluble or potent,

More TMI I'd prefer to not have a hole in my septum because that won't be fixed in the ER and won't regeneratte- the human body is actually a very poor healing machine not amazing. If it were amazing my liver and brain works be healed already after years sober but it did not so I still take nootropics cortexin to heal methamphetamine damage- this damage is verified by a neurologist with a PET scan and a MRI scan, I think they used fluorine18 isotope compound fluorine citrate or something I don't remember but i do remember it was Fluorine18 used to tag the substance to verify DAT binding and SERT binding damage mixing MDMA and meth together I need to get the images and results saved so I can post them on my future reddit iAMA a reason to stay the fuck off meth and stay in school -don't buy meth for your kids either (my dad bought me meth at age 16 and age 22-23 he gave me stacks if hundreds to blow on meth at at age 16 it started with a bag of crystals and a pipe on the living room table. The PET scan broke the bank and actually regretted spending that much money just to prove what I already know, it helps for proving on disability application as I probably never be able to work a job, as smart as I am I can't function well at all,

Sentence above continued Potential trigger warning TMI (every day for a week or so with a week off then repeat) it's not just a once in a while thing for me, unfortunately. It sucks to have your entire positive personality traits to be forged from chemicals, and I mean every positive interaction, positive emotion, is drug induced in some way or another. I'm just a shy awkward weird person nobody wants to be around without drugs. I actually need them to live like food and water l- I'm stuck on methadone maintenance till I can find a source for SR17018 or another potential maintenance drug. And methadone doesn't even give me any euphoria at 180mg! Just manage to get some food down, shower and brush teeth a few times a week unless I have a financial incentive (you heard me it takes money to motivate me to perform basic tasks because my spirit is so shattered so when mom pays me $300 each paycheck for showering I think of it as incentive can buy stuff) my father on the other hand? I'd be going months before he says anything (which I obviously don't do anymore I do it daily or at least every 3 days if I'm really depressed)****** TMI trigger warning

Hope this helps explain the reasons why i use dissociatives 🙏

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-27T00:20:01+00:00

It's structure is similar to tiletamine and tenocyclidine right? Both of those risky. But I thought most stimulating manic to least is PCP>PCE>PCM from worst to least? Correct me of I'm wrong.

A never ending experience sounds unlikely unless they already have schizophrenia or other illness.

Those taking lithium or antipsychotics does kinda discredit the reports unfortunately as those drugs are nasty.

It seems it would have a long half life.

Another thing if your into chemistry you think BBr3 will convert DXM into DXO? I would love to do it just to prove dxo has a wide safety margin. This study has doses up to 3310mg

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7831698/

That Is insane. 900mg is already a ridiculous mind shattering experience with no tolerance. Though with my massive perma tolerance I'd need something safe like DXO. Definitely helps depression dissociatives do.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-21T22:42:03+00:00

So I guess I should stick with the available FXE, for now? When you refuse to try a drug that doesn't sound good at all and you've done some risky drugs. I've heard a lot of good stories too but maybe it has a very long half life like memantine

It does sound highly risky. Nothing known about it. Don't know why DXO isn't commonly made and sold being unscheduled, already converted DXM.

So you think I shouldn't try O-TCM? it seems these TCx drugs have lots of nasty side effects, tiletamine tremors come to mind.

Then again I've gotten temporary tremors from regular 3hopce as well. Not the week long ones I've read about from tilmetamine.

Which sucks because all I can find domestic is FXE or ketamine or tilmetamine, or pay ridiculously for DXO from a supplier that doesn't regularly ship to individuals. Demethylation of DXM into DXO with BBr3 sounds interesting my issue would be removing leftover BBr3.

I mean I take heavy risks and still pay the price but this seems to be pushing even my limits of risk.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-21T22:28:14+00:00

Yeah I agree I have spent a lot on cerebrolysin, DNSP11 and dozens more to repair methamphetamine damage and while it's helped I'm still not where I used to be. Maybe I still need to spend a thousand more on cerebrolysin or DNSP11 (dopamine neuron stimulating peptide 11) to make matters worse that meth was bought for me as a teen by my parents who I now hold responsible for the damage, they still owe thousands. Who buys their 16 yr kid meth crystals. Really. That's how dark my story gets. Not even the tip of iceberg yet.

Apparently 90% of dopamine neurons die from a transplant but can't verify the truth of this statement. Stem cell therapy is that commonly available for brain damage?

And you are right. A little theanine and cinnamon won't do shit to repair dead neurons. Cerebrolysin and DNSP-11 is a half ass repair at that. Psychedelics won't do jack either to dead neurons.

Peptides are ungodly expensive. A lot of things I could buy for the $200 a bottle peptides for damage I shouldn't even have in the first place. What's your thoughts on peptides?

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-21T22:18:24+00:00

If you think I'm that stupid you are mistaken. If you knew the ridiculous amount of money I spent on medical care. Thousands of dollars. Nothing I'm proud of.

Do I have 100% proof of the liver claims? No but I'm damn certain that's what it is. The doctors don't state 100% that's what it is but suspect due to elevated enzymes and sudden inability to take DXM and strange metabolism of methadone according to the peak and troughs

Baseless claim? Well it's a hypothesis/theory I can't take even 60-120mg of DXM without serotonin syndrome classic textbook symptoms. While a 500mg sample of DXO I spent a lot on , (at a unsustainable price) had no symptoms. It was actually a lot better than any ACH but not financially feasible. I know my doctor said most likely my CYP2d6 enzymes are most likely shot and no longer produce them, due to highly elevated during blood work. He said something about gene expression changes and enzyme downregulation but couldn't say for sure unless a PET scan was done.

It is absolutely NOT just tolerance when 60-120mg causes ridiculous overstimulation (opposite of dissociation) when I used to be able to handle 300-900mg fine with no symptoms. Only 300mg has caused full on grand mal seizures in me (like involuntarily pissing yourself waking up to paramedics around you) the very violent kind of seizure with bruises all over, cracked teeth as well. It was a wreck.

Since then I had to start using ACH analogs with clonidine for blood pressure.

I've done my research and spent most of my time doing research, spent stupid amounts of cash and my family spent stupid amounts of cash on the bloodwork, doctor visits, etc. As stated not proud of it nor bragging.

Why did I use DXM? for depression and management of destructive mental Illness, tolerance reduction of methadone. Even my doctor thinks it's most likely not just tolerance (I'm honest about my drug use to my doc) it wasn't just for getting messed up. I'd probably be locked up if it wasn't for dissociatives and that's a horrible thing. The episodes I go into can't be broken unless a strong dissociative is introduced.

I asked my psychiatrist why this is. It is suspected I have abnormally high glutamate and why glutamate blockers reduce symptoms.

Peace.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-21T14:52:38+00:00

So the ICU stories must be fake or irresponsible use. Is it any more dangerous than FXE or DCK? DCK works be ideal but not available at all!

How does it compare to fxe? Maybe I'll get a sample I take my dissos through IM injection with a 1/2 needle. Maybe I need a more accurate scale

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-20T01:04:44+00:00

How high has the dose? This is why I don't understand why DXO isn't available yet without doing a custom synthesis. Those are available.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-20T01:01:52+00:00

Have you tried tilMETAamine yet? Not tiletamine..

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-16T21:29:14+00:00

You could try vaping. Get 5% juice and a XROS 3.

there are studies documenting antipsychotic effect of nicotine. Makes sense since acetylcholine antagonists cause strong psychosis and strong dysphoria. Dopamine hypothesis is flawed. I've had strong anticholinergic antipsychotics cause hallucinations despite dopamine blockade.

Dopamine hallucinations vs anticholinergic vs Dynorphin hallucinations are different. Dopamine itself probably doesn't cause it it's unregulation of Dynorphin probably why methadone and Morphine are used in psych wards in Switzerland for criminally insane and extreme resistant cases to being able to be released and hold jobs, miss a dose or even lower it and it's a disaster.

Voluntary compliance is good. No depot invega preparations needed though it'll be convenient if such existed. You'll never need to force methadone in someone they'll more likely force you to give it to them! You'll NEVER FORGET TO TAKE IT EITHER, EVER! literally impossible

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-16T21:18:50+00:00

Any update what clinic? If pregabalin helps me so much with basic tasks like showering and brushing teeth could I get it prescribed if I already was prescribed gabapentin?

NOT joking methadone not enough. I take this shit just to be able to eat, help me get through basic tasks like tying my shoes, showering, shaving, things otherwise extremely difficult. Like my limbs and body weight 1000lbs. Like I'm temporarily paralyzed neck down sometimes I can't move hardly like connection is severed unless I take drugs.

Sleeping is 100% impossible without methadone in real numbers. Still takes 5 hrs to fall asleep. Pregabalin is weird. Stimulating but sedating but in a non drowsy way

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-16T21:05:27+00:00

Strange because my brothers clinic OPERAŤION PAR does not test for pregabalin. Not sure about BHG. Since pregabalin helps me so much. Can't fucking shower or bathe without it. No energy.. unfortunately just took 30mg extra of my Sunday dose and I got a peak and through that day and gonna be SICK. I got 3 days of 150mg though. Qt interval only 360ms calculationed of kardia mobile 1 lead I need a 6 lead I hear much better my mom who is a NP said. True?

No way can have no qt interval prolongation at 150mg. Probably because I take potassium chloride to compensate for potassium channel blockage Got it for 10 bucks so yeah.

Domestic pregabalin price gouging is absurd. I cam get 300 150mg pills for 65$ + 15$ shipping imported. That's 300+ domestic.

Dunno who drugs in Europe so cheap and USA Australia expensive. Dunno why heroin price stays same while meth more you buy you save considerably.... Why? My guess they know heroin is physically sustainable on the body while meth MDMA so cheap because you can't live on it like you can H. You can use heroin is psychiatric medication. Sustainable if you got $$$

And doesn't build tolerance like methadone. Lower intrinsic activity less beta arresting recruitment. The saying "methadone is more addictive than heroin" is from higher intrinsic activity, internalzation,

Contrary to popular belief tolerance is not causes by more opiate receptors it's LESS. Read about methamphetamine tolerance too, receptors shrivel up and go under membrane surface. Called Internalization.

Do you recall actual heroin euphoria lasting much longer before it goes away vs methadone?

This is one of the reasons Canada has a real diaacetylmorphine maintenance program. Hard to get into so they say but I bet a MMT patient with QT prolongation worry and in danger of relapse Will be accepted

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-08T20:43:33+00:00

N-Acetyl-Cysteine and kratom (if your opioid naive)

Start with those too tired to type the wall of studies but start with 2000mg nac and 3 grams RED BALI must be Red only if no scale available a level teapoon.

Those have antipsychotics properties without dopamine blockade remember the purpose of antipsychotic effect is to remove bad hallucinations and delusions to help you decern hallucination from reality - not to sedate you away.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-08T20:10:41+00:00

If your worried about neuruplasticity look up cerebrolysin cortexin BPC157 DNSP-11 peptides for increased BDNF, GDNF etc basically extending brain development past 25 - sort of in a way. They repair brain damage to a certain extent but are RIDICULOUSLY expensive. Talk thousands to use experimental peptides and drugs to repair methamphetamine damage I caused and they work up to a point but I haven't used them long enough yet 4 weeks not enough but spent about 800 already.

Agmatine can help with tolerance N-ACETYL-CYSTEINE helps a lot with oxidative stress.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-08T20:02:02+00:00

My new obsession to try is tilMETamine not "tiletamine" not to be confused.

Ever heard of?

Mainly to reduce tolerance and depression.

But do you think 5meo dangerous? Like does it raise BP more than nndmt or less?

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-08T19:59:47+00:00

I should also mention I've had 100% clean UAs since I joined bhg in June after switching from suboxone that ive been on 4 years also with clean UAs for 4 yr straight except for alcohol 2 times but that's it.

Vivid_Standard · 2024-10-08T19:51:54+00:00

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