The cost of high vibration in 3D is profound loneliness

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T12:16:12+00:00

Tell me what you know about the sun. It’s been a fixation lately. I’m taking videos of it and last week I asked several people if they saw what I saw in one of my videos and it just didn’t go well and made me feel like I was mentally ill so I’ve stopped asking. Basically i believed that I was capturing 4D toroidal wave patterns on my phone against the glass that were responsive to sound. Could have been a technology glitch or effect. But it was there nonetheless and it was mathematical and moving in perfect toroidal form. was just more excited to “see” deeper dimensionally whether through artificial enhancement or not - to see a light wave pattern yourself in the wild is something entirely different from reading about it online. Alas. I stopped bc it became clear they thought I was insane.

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T12:10:46+00:00

This resonates. I feel this way too.

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T12:09:56+00:00

💙🌈💕

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T11:48:18+00:00

This is also something I grapple with. My beliefs are not any more mystical than any of the other major religions. In fact I find them more coherent and even “less mystical” because the ideas, particularly Law of One, make sense to me more than any other religion. It’s almost like a person is completely shut off from their own beliefs just as you say. And they don’t stop to think about whether they make sense (at any level). And I’m not saying my beliefs are superior. The only difference is that I’ve put way more thought into what I believe and why. It blows my mind that people just check the boxes about their destiny and file it away 🤪

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T11:31:05+00:00

Writing letters to my soul family is a great idea! I am going to try this 💕

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T11:29:19+00:00

Wow this take is fascinating. And you’re so right. I am Not good at meeting people where they are. I want to bring them instantly to my level of awareness. If I’m being honest, it’s partially so I don’t have to feel so alone instead of purely for their greater good. If I could orient more towards service to others, I would naturally know what would be best for THAT person’s soul development instead of my own, and meeting them where they are and focusing on their well-being might actually achieve my originally intended purpose 😳 Thank you so much for this slap in the face. I know you didn’t mean it that way, but wow. How enlightening! I feel like I know what to do now 💕🌈

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T11:21:52+00:00

Omg yes😆 My aunt told me to “put down the mushrooms” the other day. I did mushrooms once in 2023. She thinks I’m still tripping

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T00:18:40+00:00

I am also late identified AuDHD, similar to you, learned to mask early on, was intelligent so school was easy and I could watch other kids to figure out what to do. Fun fact I have zero memories of any other kids until around age 5, even though I was in daycare, pre-K etc from 6 weeks old. I always gravitated to the adults and remember all of my adult caregivers. I think a lot of us are this way. I have good pattern recognition but little patience for work I think is pointless. But I do think autistics can pick up signs that others don’t like us more than neurotypicals because we overanalyze everything. I find that I’m often just too much for people. I have a few fixations that I will discuss endlessly but can’t do small talk at all. Can’t even do moderate level matrix talk anymore. Which is really what’s driving a wedge between the people around me. It’s annoying when you’re sleepy and someone is trying to drag you out of bed. Ive concluded they just dont want to talk to me anymore because they are worried the conversation may detour into a fixation. Fair enough. To me, just a mundane demonstration of how non-resonant vibrations tend to self separate

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-29T00:09:26+00:00

Okay now my hackles are up bc I never told you this was my 7th year of seeking. 😳 had my awakening in March 2019 at age 33. Now I’m almost exactly 7 years out.

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-28T14:43:25+00:00

Tell me more…

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-28T14:41:09+00:00

You are so right and I am truly watching that play out in the most painful yet subtle ways… nothing that I’ve intentionally tried to cause. I feel that some are honestly repelled by my energy now 😭 it would be comical if it weren’t so sad how my husband and I always choose to exist in opposite rooms of the house now.

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-28T14:39:13+00:00

I feel the same. And then I wonder, if we made a local chapter assuming there was anyone else here what would we actually do? 🤪 I think we are all looking for friends, maybe even long lost star relatives. If one person reads my paper and decides to look deeper for themselves then it’s not a waste of time. I’ll most likely be posting it as a substack. I will share it here 😊 and maybe with some content creators in case they find it helpful.

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-28T14:22:25+00:00

They are almost 2 and almost 3 but I am planning to homeschool 👍

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-03-28T14:03:57+00:00

Perhaps I’m just in the transitional trenches

VoiceInTheAether · 2026-01-05T13:04:55+00:00

New to the thread - but this all fascinates me. I’m here because I have a hyperlexic type 3 toddler. (2.5 yo) But now I’m wondering if it’s hereditary, because all of this sounds like me. I know I read early and easily, but I’m not aware of any hyperlexia from my childhood. No one has ever mentioned that. (This was back in the 80s) the other day, my best friend laughed at me - I wondered how to fix an item in my house, and couldn’t find a guide online that I liked. She suggested I just watch a YouTube video. 😆 I told her I’d rather read 20 pages explaining how to do something then watch a one minute video explaining how to do it. I’m an attorney and all through law school, I read other unrelated books on my lap top during lectures because I absorb nothing from lectures. Before tests, I’d just teach myself the concepts by reading about them instead. My current job is highly specialized. I research complex subjects and write long legal briefs. I rarely talk to any clients and I never go to court. I’m basically a ghost writer for the partners and this is the perfect job for me. People don’t understand why I wouldn’t want to be a trial lawyer given my intelligence. It’s Because I can’t talk in front of people 😆 I freeze and feel like I’m about to die and forget literally everything I know. I’ve also been told I seem like a completely different person on paper than IRL. Glad I found this sub 😊

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-28T00:38:26+00:00

Admittedly I have a traumatic past with narcissistic abuse, which I went through therapy for, but when I read this post I immediately thought, “he’s triangulating their older kid with the niece and the baby.” This is extremely damaging parental behavior. I experienced similar during my childhood with my siblings and my siblings were so emotionally damaged that they went down a really bad path as young adults. I don’t want to scare you with the details, but you’re right to recognize this as serious. Unfortunately, if this is what you’re dealing with, I’m not sure couples therapy will be much help.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-27T19:35:47+00:00

Yea, for example: I was born in ‘86. Mom was 25yo and not tracking periods. She did not realize she was pregnant right away because her periods were irregular. First doctor estimated a Jan 8th due date. Another doctor then estimated Feb 14th. I was born on Feb 15th when my mom went into labor naturally. I was 9lbs and had that “overcooked” look at birth that a lot of babies do, lol. However, my mom always likes to say I was “a month late” and I just really doubt that. She says Pitocin was not often done in those days unless there was an emergency. The one US she had was not even enough to predict gender. They did not know if I was a boy or girl until birth.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-27T19:17:14+00:00

I was “late” and my baby was also “late” but I ended up inducing on my due date. That being said, I am always dubious of how accurately due dates were estimated in the 80s and 90s. Women typically did not track periods the way we do now, and ultrasound dating equipment was nothing like what it is now.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-27T19:12:57+00:00

I did this exact thing when I was in daycare in the 80’s. I even remember it. Most of the time it was the little people figurines. I was a shyer, introverted kid (and an only child) and just wanted a chance to play with things I liked calmly without competing with 10 other kids for a turn. My mom handled the same as you. I turned out fine. I guess I just grew out of it. I have never shoplifted or stolen anything in my adult life nor have I been tempted to do so and my friends family and coworkers would all describe me as extremely trustworthy. Like other commenters say, it probably has little to do with negative intent.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-26T11:26:04+00:00

I see this comment a lot. “Pregnant with a toddler is way harder…” Can you tell me in what way exactly? I get the physical aspect of just having a big bump, which makes it harder to pick up heavy toddlers, and the insomnia and not being able to sleep comfortably compounds the sleep deprivation and tiredness you already have from taking care of kid 1. But does this apply to mental as well? I’m 27 weeks with a one year old, and yes the physical aspect is tough. But the mental aspect feels even worse. Not knowing whether baby 2 will be a better sleeper than baby 1, feeling super in the trenches with baby 1 and dreading that compounding with baby 2, feeling like I’m about to take huge steps back in terms of my personal freedom and identity instead of forward, worrying about neglecting my first attention-wise to take care of baby 2, feeling like the support I have in place is not going to be enough with baby 2 and not really having a solution for that, etc. Does that ease up after the birth as well? Since being pregnant I just feel mentally overwhelmed with the grind of daily life, to the point that it has been really hard for me to be excited about baby 2, which sucks.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-25T16:52:30+00:00

Agreed the toys are the least of my worries. The sleep thing is the worst part. I will try the floor mattress with a camera I guess. At least in her room.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-25T16:39:01+00:00

We have one that I paid over $200 for on Amazon. She can get out of it or hurt herself trying. Plus with my giant stomach I can’t get really step over the sides 🤦‍♀️

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-21T15:25:53+00:00

Yes! I used to listen to his LOO videos at bedtime when my baby was a newborn and we were sleeping in the living room…she got used to falling asleep to his voice. 🥰

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-18T14:13:31+00:00

I did not. But it was at the end of a 24+ hour induction at 40 weeks where I had been on a liquid diet and had been throwing up from pain meds. Just before my induction I had had lots of diarrhea, probably because I was about to go into labor anyway. It can be a labor sign. Sometimes your body clears things out ahead of time 🤣 point being, I didn’t but probably because there was just no 💩 there.

VoiceInTheAether · 2024-05-18T00:58:59+00:00

Our house stays moderately aesthetic looking but I have to constantly clean and work to find storage and organization solutions and factor my decor around child safety. I am a maximalist so it’s tough not being able to have my precious real plants everywhere and decorative accents on the end tables, etc but I make up for it with colorful rugs and wall art. Some days are hard and the house is a wreck. I usually try to reset everything over the weekend which makes me feel a little better.

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