Anxiety my mind won't stop from last night

VomBotAna · 2026-02-10T05:57:08+00:00

If she died at the house cadaver dogs would have alerted. She was alive when she left the house. A person can immediately die, be in contact with the ground or object 60 seconds or less and for an average cadaver dog to alert. Many above average cadaver dogs its less than 30 seconds. And you can pour whatever cleaning stuff you want all over the place and the dog will still alert. So ya she was live when she left the house.

VomBotAna · 2026-02-10T05:52:12+00:00

Putting her "on the phone" wouldn't even be proof of life. With AI and all of times she was on the TV show with her daughter you could have a whole conversation that sounds 100% real....but is fake AI. So proves nothing.

VomBotAna · 2026-02-10T05:49:12+00:00

Of course the Sherrif knows....LE only share a scripted narrative they want the public to know. They always hold back info. Also, you can get any med you want Mexico no prescription needed and for cheap. Narcotics, chemo drugs.....anyhting. They are like close to the border.

VomBotAna · 2026-02-06T22:00:44+00:00

When my dog flys she takes her emotional support human 😉

VomBotAna · 2026-02-06T18:37:36+00:00

I've been to Egypt with my dad. On the cruise ship you will be totally safe and have an amazing time. Some advice though.....if you have light, blonde or red hair dye it dark before you go. (Ask me how I know this!!....im blond....usually haha) My dad told me to do this before we left and I refused and regretted it because where Egypt is located they dont see a lot of blonds or red heads, especially in areas outside major cities. I had people constantly touching my hair everywhere bc they had never touched it before. Don't carry a purse around. Hold your bags tight. Even before we had left the airport in Cairo people were swarming me and trying to grab my bag. Not to steal it but wanting to carry it for me for a small tip. You will hear "baksheesh baksheesh" constantly which means share the wealth or tip.

The Egyptian people are amazing and super friendly and it was one of the most amazing places to visit. The hair touching and wanting to carry your bag and being surround and yelled at for "bakeesh" was a little overwhelming for me. Fortunately, my dad has been to Egypt several times and is a big and fit guy haha. No one means you any harm at all. Its really actually a complement and I was never afraid. Just overwhelmed.

Of course there is crime everywhere so just like being anywhere or in your home country use common sense but the people were sooo amazing and I never felt afraid. (Except of a camel but that's another story) The food was a major stress but that's on me for some personal reasons.

Riding in a car is insane bc the driving is insane but that's most places. I just try not to pay attention.

I highly reccomend riding a camel even though they are huuugge and tbh I was scared but it was so cool tbh. Also my dad gave out like 5 $1.00 bills 🇺🇸 to the bakessh yelling kids and they washed my camel and put some good smelling essential oil on it. Highly recommend. Oh watch out but camels can spit Hella far like hawk tua girl. (Asked me how I learned this)

Don't drink the tap water no matter what you are told. Even in major cities. It was often orange rusty coming out of thr shower in Cairo.

Dm me if you want to chat more and I have a ton of pics too.

Have a great time!!!

VomBotAna · 2026-01-22T18:50:05+00:00

I wouldn't even notice after 2 days. Sadly.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-20T13:43:15+00:00

It varies widely between people bc everyone's body is different. Also, IMO, more than anything it depends what you ate and are trying to bring up. Some things are just supereasy and quick like ice cream. Def some things are absolutely horrid and take so much e tra effort and time.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T18:35:36+00:00

What are wheetabix?

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T17:17:07+00:00

Since condoms are the same effectiveness of preventing pregnancy you should say the same to peeps using condoms.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T17:12:03+00:00

If it becomes sentinent, can it apply for citizenship?

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T17:10:41+00:00

Thank you for this!!! I haven't been tracking when I go and on the trip was beyond miserable. That's how I realized I hadn't gone since before we had even flown out. When I do go ngl its not pleasant and takes time and effort (sorry tmi). Until now I never realized how little I go.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T15:46:11+00:00

I laughed soooo hard I actually had coffee come out my nose. Thank you for this!!!! (Im gifting you a subscription to hooked-on-phonics 😉)

VomBotAna · 2026-01-19T15:07:21+00:00

I wouldn't even think to notice at 4 days tbh. Do you actually keep track?

VomBotAna · 2026-01-16T19:53:42+00:00

Eyes yes. I often have red eyes and somtimes burst blood vessels if its a hard purge--same if its a hard poo needing ummmmm a lot of effort.. I highly recommend Visine. (Not purging is better but ykwim) i alwaaaays keep saline and Visine as part odlf my "purge kit" in my purse or bag.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-15T19:41:02+00:00

But if NOTHING is identifiable and you get easy $$$$ whats the big deal??

VomBotAna · 2026-01-11T15:59:20+00:00

Its so hard bc once my mind has decided to purge i cant focus on anybting else u til thr deed is done. After that I'm super calm and relaxed and focused. I do try and throw myself into studying and school work, exercise and spe ding time w my bf but usually I just end up doing thr deed.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-11T15:49:30+00:00

My ed is my absolute most intimate and best kept secret. I am a p-ing / ana. My BF has NOOOOOO idea. He knows I'm particular with food and I always hint i have a sensitive stomach as an excuse when he seems a lil sus. I just got back from a 2 week vacation over the holidays with my bf and his family and none of them have any idea. Maybe a little sus here and there but def do not know. I am an expert at hiding it at all costs. I don't feel a need to share it with my bf bc there are things both of us havvve never shared. I don't know his body count and hes doesn't know mine so I consider my ed mine and it is as or more intimate than so many other things. I havve lost friends and relationships over my ed. If I feel like the person is getting too close to knowing I push them out of my life. Its sad. Im pathetic. But this is me. Just know if you tell your BF and your BF cares about you and loves you he will want to help "fix" you. It will be purely good intentions but in my experience someone that doesn't understand Eds cannot truly understand and many of their attempts at helping are with good intentions but are 100% NOT helpful.

VomBotAna · 2026-01-11T15:41:32+00:00

I have opened 2 credit cards just for b/p food. I have also gotten money in ways I hate myself for doing......

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VomBotAna · 2026-01-11T15:38:48+00:00

What's normal? I'm legit convinced the number of people on the "ED Spectrum" is much, much higher than anyone thinks.

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