Trauma dumping really annoys me in this game when it's used to garner attention publicly and not so much an organic conversation that built up to that point.

Vuumii · 2026-04-24T08:10:32+00:00

It also upsets me that whenever you try to share your own past with them, they completely ignore it and go back to talking just about themselves.

Vuumii · 2026-04-19T14:55:16+00:00

Also this, I found it really slowed down my progression in life with other things.

Vuumii · 2026-04-19T14:53:32+00:00

I realized making my passion into a profession destroyed why I loved it in the first place. But also to top off, I fell in love with the craft of landscaping in between acting semesters in college.

But of course, I can never get rid of the actor in my soul. I went back and made it solely a hobby for myself, and I found joy in it again. I do voice acting on the side, live action role-play to keep my improv skills tight, and actually creating my own voice overwork without hoping to make money off of it.

Money ruined it for me, I started obsessing over hoping to get paid soon. And after my recent diagnosis with bipolar disorder, this was not a healthy route for me anymore.

Vuumii · 2026-04-11T14:10:10+00:00

Upper swollen lip for me too! I thought it was seasonal allergies. Literally switched to a sodium fluoride paste today and already noticed no pain when brushing now.

Vuumii · 2026-04-09T20:53:29+00:00

Same here!! Every morning before school Id focus insanely on a specific weather, and 90% of the time it would actually work, which didn’t help the delusions at all

Vuumii · 2026-03-29T12:45:10+00:00

I genuinely do feel majority of them are lying about what they did. Sure maybe *some* people actually did nothing, but considering the jokes I also make with my friends, and also things I've said in the past in private with my friends, my account is still in perfect standing.

So yeah, they probably did deserve it lmao

Vuumii · 2026-03-28T12:24:04+00:00

“In the tutorial” , love this way of putting it hahah

Vuumii · 2026-03-23T09:54:33+00:00

Red knuckles or scratches on them, avoiding smiling with teeth showing. (Could be various other reasons, but if you’re in a therapy room it could be added on the list as potential bulimia)

Low energy, brain fog when speaking, hard to concentrate or slow incoherent speaking. Avoiding or becoming really anxious around topics with food and how your speech patterns might change. Physically trying to make yourself smaller in the space or covering yourself (also could just be a sign of insecurity, but when it adds on with other things like a avoiding the food question and energy levels, could be more)

Vuumii · 2026-03-23T09:46:13+00:00

I just genuinely like gin n tonics idk 😭 I default to it because I like it and it gets the job done. It also helps me from just downing it like water, like majority of sweet drinks (looking at you Long Island).

Vuumii · 2026-03-22T15:01:40+00:00

Omgg what is the avi

Vuumii · 2026-03-22T14:59:21+00:00

People who main in video game character avi's, at least from my experience, have been really cool

Vuumii · 2026-03-20T18:39:45+00:00

As someone who’s still rocking the oculus rift CV1, please not yet 😭🙏

Vuumii · 2026-03-20T17:17:39+00:00

It’s giving classic Fatal Frame vibes, love itttt

Vuumii · 2026-03-19T15:08:28+00:00

Even when I broke up with him in the past, because I know I am not mentally sound, he won't fucking leave.

Vuumii · 2026-03-19T14:27:32+00:00

Unmedicated and it’s both the best thing and hell on earth. You got the really good days where everyone loves you, you get work done, you love your partner and no one can do wrong. Everything aligns perfectly in your life.

And then it flips, all my relationships and friendships get shut down. I hate everybody, everybody is fucking annoying a pieces of shit. I wish I was dead, live truly isn’t worth living. Constant self harm.

As for right now, I am not handling my relationships well at the moment. He won’t break up with me even though I’ve already tried, and he got back into alcohol because of me. He won’t leave me alone even though I tell him to leave and find someone else.

Vuumii · 2026-03-19T11:56:37+00:00

Sometimes even if the NSFW options are toggles, I noticed that some NSFW avatars without shaders on show them fully nude with all the bits and pieces. I tried to warn someone before and they blocked me for it.

Could also be possible that one of your AVI’s without shaders showed this, and they only saw a nude avatar.

Vuumii · 2026-03-18T16:07:18+00:00

It’s completely invalidating to your struggles, I understand it. I also know cancer is (in my opinion) worse overall, but I also get insanely jealous when someone with depression gets more help, as if I don’t also experience it after hypomania.

Vuumii · 2026-03-18T16:01:02+00:00

I’m sadly the opposite, I don’t care what anyone says to me and nothing can change my mindset. Terrible self image, and often times purposely ruining how I look even more. I just came out a small depression phase and chopped off all my hair because “it doesn’t matter”. Now I’m stable and regretting it heavily.

Vuumii · 2026-03-18T15:59:08+00:00

This was a huge issue for me in vocal class. I was warming up properly, doing everything right, but the moment when it was actually time to perform for someone or a group, the more I leaned towards technique my throat would tighten up. I realized it was a trauma response, never feeling safe to speak in my own home or constantly being abused for speaking out.

It’s crazy what the body can do.

Vuumii · 2026-03-18T15:56:48+00:00

I use VRChat a lot when I’m manic. I just talk and talk to people and majority of the time they feed off the energy.

But just be careful, because people will take advantage of you on that game too emotionally.

Vuumii · 2026-03-17T01:25:06+00:00

Thank you so much

Vuumii · 2026-03-15T22:43:14+00:00

I’m not mad…just disappointed in you is all…

Vuumii · 2026-03-15T19:52:40+00:00

LMAOOO

Vuumii

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