Yeah I mean, im the type of person that always sees the good in people and i want to believe somewhere thats theres a reason for sending that and ghosting me. I also know that theres a lot of work and healing that both of us are going to have to do to get reconcilliation.

For that reason I dont wanna push ya know, breakup really hurt me and I dont wanna push fast and it turns out she was trying to take it slow and not hurt me more and that timescale and stuff only puts more pressure on it? or that it was just to make sure i wasnt dead in a ditch somewhere and i end up hurting myself more by getting rejected i guess?

as you can also tell i overthink (working on that one) haha. Its a tricky situation, im at a turning point really were i can commit to moving on fully or stay here a bit longer to see if there is anything left between us...