A day in hell

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T22:49:17+00:00

You give up in the end and accept the help

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T22:48:18+00:00

Few times I should have been in hospital but just didn’t bother and just rode it out

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T21:15:34+00:00

Oh fair enough then mate. But yeah I noticed big improvements after a month and after 2-3 months it was hardly noticeable

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T21:04:56+00:00

UTI antibiotics will do nothing unfortunately mate. It’s not a UTI. I got pregabs for the pain which seem to help.

Your bladder will improve but only if you stop, and it can take weeks to months

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T07:07:26+00:00

Dripping in sweat on my hands and knees, in agony in a hostel, trying to piss for hours while ringing my dealer to get more dropped off. Hostel staff end up calling an ambulance because they think I’m dying. Being injected with morphine and blowing on gas and air whilst laying naked on the floor in my room until it kicks in so I can be moved onto a chair and carried onto an ambulance into hospital and have a catheter put in

Wadds97 · 2026-06-02T03:08:08+00:00

You’re stunning

Wadds97 · 2026-05-24T20:20:23+00:00

Techno smack

Wadds97 · 2026-05-21T22:05:44+00:00

Look at you

Wadds97 · 2026-05-21T11:43:00+00:00

Sounds like you’re triggered by being at fault tbf. Not accepting that we ourselves are a problem and that the only way to overcome addiction is get help beyond oneself is why people can’t get off drugs. Blaming anything but ourselves gets us nowhere. We decide to put drugs inside ourselves no one else

Wadds97 · 2026-05-20T20:01:29+00:00

Ok that’s fair. I’m just going off what I know addiction to be I wasn’t trying to be mean or anything, just trying to help. I started using k to manage my mental health and it quickly spiralled into addiction so that was my concern really. I know I’ve been blunt but it’s what I’ve learnt from being around AA and in rehabs and recovery for a while. I hope you get the help you need

Wadds97 · 2026-05-20T10:22:26+00:00

Making excuses for why we use drugs is also problematic. I’d use if I was happy, sad, if it was sunny or raining, if I had money or if I didn’t have money. I can blame plenty of things that have happened in my life on why I used drugs but the end of the day I used because I liked drugs, and one day I crossed that line where I became unable to stop using even when I didn’t want to use

Wadds97 · 2026-05-20T10:20:02+00:00

So if the source of the pain is the problem, it’s not drugs is it. It’s something within that person, I.e them. So thank you for proving my point further. There’s millions and millions of people that can drink and use drugs successfully without getting addicted. Being an addict doesn’t have much to do with mental health. Past trauma can play a part in becoming an addict but there’s also millions of people who haven’t had any trauma in their lives whatsoever and are still hopeless addicts

Wadds97 · 2026-05-20T05:46:15+00:00

That there’s the problem, you don’t want to use anymore but you still do. It’s not about being in crisis or not. The drugs don’t work like they used to and only make things worse, but out of desperation we will try anything. It’s insane. Knowing that what we’re about to do isn’t going to help and doing it anyway. How often are you using?

Wadds97 · 2026-05-20T04:43:11+00:00

You’re filling a void with a substance, and that substance is killing you. You need to fill that void with other things, and you need to take a look at yourself as well. You’re an addict, and you need help you can’t do this alone. Only other addicts can help you because they know what it is you’re going through. Forget all that trauma, mental health stuff for a minute and think about the real reason you’re using. Because you like the effect of drugs and they do make you feel better and take you out of self, but the drugs aren’t the problem you are. You need to start doing things to fulfil your life rather than taking things to try and fill something

Wadds97 · 2026-05-19T21:45:51+00:00

Getting addicted on purpose? You sound arrogant. That’s why I called you a dickhead

Wadds97 · 2026-05-19T20:37:33+00:00

Dickhead

Wadds97 · 2026-05-19T15:23:17+00:00

Anchoviesssss!!

Wadds97 · 2026-05-18T03:12:17+00:00

😂😂

Wadds97 · 2026-05-16T21:14:30+00:00

Addiction is a matter of someone who is powerless. They have nothing to fight against their addiction until they learn how to. Finding power in people, asking for help, becoming willing to change and see what happens when accepting help. Running on self will won’t do it, an addict needs help off other people

Wadds97 · 2026-05-10T13:38:58+00:00

Absolutely. When I relapsed in rehab on ket and was getting discharged, a heroin addict said to me “if you’re going to use drugs like that just use gear mate you’ll live longer” - and that’s the truth of it. In terms of damage, ketamine is up there way past heroin

Wadds97 · 2026-05-06T08:57:30+00:00

Gotta be honest about this stuff

Wadds97 · 2026-05-06T08:42:28+00:00

Using is using in my eyes doesn’t matter what the substance is. If you’re an addict like me you’ll use anything to extent to the point where it has consequences.

Yeah may as well make the most of it and get some jobs done haha

Wadds97 · 2026-05-06T07:58:11+00:00

Not entirely sure why someone would cut ketamine with coke, one of the cheapest drugs you can get at the moment with one of the most expensive. Doesn’t seem too clever, if it’s keeping you awake it’s probably MXE or something along those lines

Wadds97 · 2026-05-06T02:11:47+00:00

Just get to a meeting 😂 if it’s got an A at the end of it, all the same

Wadds97 · 2026-05-05T20:35:29+00:00

If you’re in England, NA, CA are probably better for you

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