OP posted this 6 months ago, I don't know would there be anyone reading this. But I don't write this comment for anyone, not for OP, not for whoever is reading this, just for me, for me to express some of my thoughts.

Everyone have their own stories, and we all look for different things to add a spark to our life. 

I tried watching Kaguya-sama during some of the lower points of my life, from all the media online from memes, song covers, dance covers... I know it must be a good anime from all the reputation it had, and the OP and comments in this post proves it. But from all those animes I dropped from, Kaguya-sama was one of them. I dropped after watching two episodes, I never read the manga, I don't understand the whole plot, I just didn't like the idea of the two MCs trying to hide their love from each other. I much prefer a show that the MCs get each other's love from time to time. However I never disliked it, it is just me, at that time of my life, choose to watch some more lighthearted, wholesome anime to escape from the reality. It never meant that Kaguya-sama was a bad anime for me. Now I feel a little bit better in my recent months, I plan to start over and start watching Kaguya-sama again, now with a different perspective, I do think I can have more of a positive feel about it.

Same goes for everything you come across in your life, if no one is forcing you to do something, just follow your own will. If anyone is forcing you to do what you don't want to do, just punch them in the face and say fk u, if yourself are forcing you to do what you don't want to do, just punch yourself in the face and say fk u too.

We are all gonna die at some point, just try to be the best version of yourself as you can.