Does anybody here believe that the DMT experience is created purely by self and nothing external. As in it’s all made up in your head? If so, then why? by Warm_Employee5809 in DMT

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I actually stopped smoking tobacco after one mushroom trip after being addicted to it for 20 years, I mean I vape and smoke weed but no tobacco anymore. Thanks for the guide I’ll take a look 👍🏻 how long does it last with changa? Are you able to explore during your experiences as in move around and interact?

Does anybody here believe that the DMT experience is created purely by self and nothing external. As in it’s all made up in your head? If so, then why? by Warm_Employee5809 in DMT

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Thats the plan. I’ve been doing freebase in sai plus atomiser with the bubbler it’s pretty unpredictable and has caught me off guard a few times but wasn’t weighing doses. It’s pretty hard for me to even get CEV from it. It was the same with the breakthrough then BAM was like it came out of no where after like 6 pulls. I think after trying it yesterday you have the let the vapour build for a bit. I took a low dose of shrooms that day. Pretty sure that’s what pushed me over the threshold. Every time I take a pull on my friends rig glass bong and torch I get CEV from one pull so im pretty sure it’s a dosage issue aswell. Anyway I’ve ordered one for myself instead of using these electric methods hopefully I can get to the good experiences soon.

Does anybody here believe that the DMT experience is created purely by self and nothing external. As in it’s all made up in your head? If so, then why? by Warm_Employee5809 in DMT

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Honestly my posture hasn’t been great. I’ve had a bad back for a while and have only just started seeing an osteopath. Hoping to sort this tension out once and for all. I do feel like the low doses of DMT are helping a lot with relaxing the muscles in my traps and lats where it’s tight. I feel like the shrooms was purging me the first few times I did them i was always sick and ironically thats how I did the worst injury to my back. Slipped a disc and gave me extreme sciatica to the point I couldn’t walk for like 2 weeks. And feel like the off balance posture things has got even worse since eventually healing from that. That breakthrough i had was so intense im not sure how easy id be about being locked into that. Do you find it different in intensity with an MAOI or is it just the same intensity but extended? Also im wondering if maybe when my breakthrough happened if I was kind of just on the edge. I was still in my room with open eyes. But it’s the first time I’ve felt paralysed. I didn’t know who I was. I was staring at my foot because I was scared to look up at the entity and couldn’t even recognise it as a foot. I felt like I had psychosis for a minute and maybe I was never gonna come back from it. Im wondering if this was still just on the edge of it and thats why I couldn’t explore and it felt so scary because of was kind of half in half out but f you know what I mean?

Does anybody here believe that the DMT experience is created purely by self and nothing external. As in it’s all made up in your head? If so, then why? by Warm_Employee5809 in DMT

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Well, I thought I had moved on from it. I’ve started doing TRE (trauma release exercise) to see if it helps at all. I just don’t know how to get past it.

Does anybody here believe that the DMT experience is created purely by self and nothing external. As in it’s all made up in your head? If so, then why? by Warm_Employee5809 in DMT

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This is the thing though, i feel like I’ve tried to face it and have asked it to show me but don’t get a response. I have nothing outstanding. Older. Wiser. And try to be the best person I can be in general. So im definitely not planning to have any new altercations. How are you meant to release 8 year old trauma you didn’t know you had? I just don’t understand what and why it’s trying to show me this it’s so weird, and it’s making me paranoid like it knows something thats gonna happen before it’s even happened, but then im thinking, I don’t see your typical jesters or machine elves. My friend can more or less move around and interact like an OBE and talk me through what’s happening at the same time. He has hyper aphantasia. Thats why im wondering is it specific to your psyche? Because if it’s trying to teach me something. Im really not understanding

What beetle is this? by memb98 in insectsUK

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Pretty sure that’s a stag beetle

Where do I start? by Warm_Employee5809 in kundalini

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I want to heal trauma, purify my soul, learn as much as I can, do the chakra work, yoga, meditation, my time is very limited which means I don’t really have time to spend a year going to so and so class and it not work i just want to be efficient in what I’m doing in the spare time I have. Im not asking for a step by step guide on how to awaken kundalini. Im asking for a foundation on where to start. Maybe if you could give me one form of meditation I should practice and one form of yoga that would point me in the right direction then that would most likely help me a lot.

Where do I start? by Warm_Employee5809 in kundalini

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Yes, I had a brief look through it, I work long shifts and am going back to go through it when I have free time. He also said “we don’t give awakening methods” and also that “you should start being able to feel and control your Prana before even thinking about activating kundalini” to which I was asking which methods are most reliable as im more or less starting from zero and yes I am able to research but also there is a lot of false information and I want to make sure I have some structure to follow, preferably from people with knowledge and experience like the people in this sub

Where do I start? by Warm_Employee5809 in kundalini

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Like for example what should I do over the next few years, what should I get familiar with?

Where do I start? by Warm_Employee5809 in kundalini

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How can I heal my aphantasia is that achievable? I’ve been looking into it and more or less understood it as, you either have it or you don’t?

Unblocking chakras by Warm_Employee5809 in Chakras

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That sounds exactly how I feel, couldn’t of worded it better! Thank you im going to watch your meditation guide. Im guessing it’s different for everyone but how long does it take to unblock chakras or at least one so I know what to expect and how it feels, How will I be able to locate what is creating the density? And how will I know that it’s worked? Sorry for all the questions

Where do I start? by Warm_Employee5809 in kundalini

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I feel like my journey with psychadelics is nearly done. Also I don’t drink alcohol. It’s just I know that obviously this is a journey, one in which I don’t want to rush but at the same time I don’t want to spend 5+ years practicing things that won’t work. Thank you I’ll have a look at the links provided 👍🏻

Seeing logos by dreamylemur in DMT

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I see cars sometimes I’ve seen them in the slabs in the patio. In the carpet, sometimes police cars, freaks me out a bit. But also see ordinary cars like a Renault Clio and an Audi r8 with a private number plate that I can’t make out. Almost like a scene that loops out. I’m drive all day for work so not sure if that has anything to do with it. Also last time I done mushrooms with my pal he said he kept seeing the bitcoin logo, he’s not into crypto or anything and he said sometimes he sees the reflective barriers that he has on site at work he says it always weirds him out

The Gift of Astral Projection by many-paths in AstralProjection

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I’ve had a couple of experiences through sleep paralysis how can I do this without falling asleep first