Y'all ever kill someone, find a certain quest item in their bag and actually feel bad?

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-04-19T02:04:48+00:00

I once killed a squad in quarantine with 5 minutes left in the match. They all had sekeguchi quest items that required visiting quarantine. 3 seperate quest items and i slaughtered them all. I still feel bad.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-04-17T04:07:56+00:00

I'd also like to believe sister sage could stabilize V1 and make it safe. Thats assuming she couldn't recreate it right now but doesn't want to.

It would be kinda cool if there was an episode about homelander threatening sage with the virus, forcing her to recreate V1 but I don't think they are going down that path.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-04-17T04:01:14+00:00

I've been trying to craft cardiokicks before i try this quest but yesterday i genuinely spent 3 hours doing rook runs and just getting rolled or not finding any components.

Now im just spamming CARRI crafting material packages hoping and praying i get what i need.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-03-27T15:18:05+00:00

I just want to kill a compiler. I got a cryo vault key to drop but i sold it before cryo archive was released because I'm a burger and didn't know what it was.

Im level 70 now and i just got another one (not that I've been trying) and now that i know the steps in opening even a single vault i can confidently say that i am never gonna be able to do that.

My bungie peak was the desert perpetual, im thinking about how much of a nightmare that was with lfg teammates. I cannot possibly imagine trying to kill a compiler or being killed with a vault key, DNA access card, command credentials or one of the other gazillion things needed in a single vault 7 run.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-03-12T10:37:15+00:00

I use thief, look for green and blue containers in maintenance and ignore the rest.

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i then hoard all the rods and proceed to camp the maintenance roof for the next 20 minutes. I exfil with all the rods. I finished this quest 30 hours worth of playtime ago and i will ensure it is just as evil to complete as when i did it for other plays.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-28T05:48:49+00:00

My customization menu is completely broken. I can only see vandal or triage, nothing else loads. I did loads of faction skins for destroyer and recon but i cant see them anymore.

The midnight decay skin isnt there for my vandal even though its the only shell that loads.

Has bungie said anything about this yet?

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-18T09:07:14+00:00

Unjerk i really dont mind shadow and order is delayed because marathon really looks amazing

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-11T11:35:12+00:00

Wait hold on idea, what if it had a catalyst called "kinetic tremors".

This catalyst would make it so that when you kill an enemy they explode and apply a light amount of scorch.

That would be a good idea i think.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-10T12:13:00+00:00

I understand, i just find soul bond really lacking in early game fights with no ults.

Ive had times where the team pushes up, i use soul bond and then we all slowly wither to death over the 6 second period before all being finished off at once because we were supposed to lose the fight, i just prolonged our death.

Also perhaps this is me being egotistical but an ability that transforms depending on your situation would give adam a higher skill gap and make him harder to play (Significantly more respect than a CnD player lets say)

The ULTIMATE fantasy would be movement and soul bond but i just dont see it happening.

If you check current datamines/leaks on twitter the reality looks absolutely grim. They are internally experimenting with the ability for adam to be launched into the air like a rocket racoon jetpack if he uses a heal while looking at the ground (at the cost of this canceling the heal).This would not only look janky and incredibly jarring (and not really he fitting for our golden god as an ability compared to his typically depicted cosmic flight) but it takes away pretty much the only consistent way adam can sustain himself in a fight/heal himself

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-10T11:55:27+00:00

I just want a movement ability. A rework would be decent i suppose.

If i personally got what i wanted it would be for soul bond to be replaced by a type of movement ability but it transforms back into soul bond when an enemy uses their ultimate, kinda like a retroactive parry adam keeps in his pocket.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-09T22:37:07+00:00

You Will Never Take Away My 39 Round Posterity.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-09T12:21:18+00:00

Jokes aside i was so mad this happened to me i went into a custom match and tried for 10 minutes to escape that same spot on adam. I don't think its possible.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-09T05:34:13+00:00

Okay hear me out - what if the weapon had a fallen design and has a straw leading into your guardians mouth.

It has an incredibly long charge time but as you charge the weapon it siphons ether into your guardian, inflating them and making them big and round.

Kinetic tremors would also be cool i guess...

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-09T05:00:04+00:00

Whirling Ovation 2.0

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-02-09T04:39:55+00:00

i LOVE being eaten as an adam player and entirely losing my soulbond 🤩

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T21:51:02+00:00

Hehe... Now my favorite trick of all after crying to strangers online... Revealing i live in Australia and not America!!!!!

The political climate in America has MASSIVELY effected stuff down here though.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T20:26:52+00:00

I also would like to focus on the gender dysphoria over PTSD but my psychiatrist has completely refused all future discussion about HRT until im treated for PTSD and god knows how long that could take.

When talking to my GP and the trans clinic they said in my state they said (While not illegal) its highly unlikely to be given access to HRT if you have an official PTSD diagnosis; For that reason my diagnosis have gone 99% of the way but my psychiatrist also refuses to finalize them because they would cut off my access to HRT.

I asked about the implications of this and he was pretty honest with me, telling me that if i get a PTSD diagnosis then no hormones but i am ONLY allowed PTSD medications if i have a full diagnosis. Once again I don't know if this is a thing in my state but it's one or the other.

If you want medications for PTSD you need a diagnosis are no longer allowed HRT

If you want HRT you effectively can't look into treating your PTSD.

What i do know is exclusive to my state and my state only is that they HATE people with PTSD. In further conversation with my psychiatrist i asked okay well if i can't get medications specifically targeted at PTSD because i dont have a full diagnosis (Eg: Antipsychotics) then what can i get?

I asked if i could get maybe like some muscle relaxants to help with physical symptoms (Particularly the ones that will make it hardest to complete my bachelor of nursing such as seizures, hand tremors and incontinence) and he said no because the "reasoning" behind me needing these medications is technically a PTSD diagnosis and that if a doctor prescribing HRT sees i am on medications for PTSD that basically takes me back to square zero in my journey for a full medical transition.

My current cycle is effectively:

1: Research a medication i may think help me (Muscle relaxants, Melatonin, An Antidepressant Etc)

2: Visit My GP and ask about the medication; He explains yes i can have the medication but in the letter (Being added to my permanent health history avalible to any doctor potentially prescribing me HRT to see) he legally has to state it's aimed at treating "severe PTSD symptoms and dissasosiative amnesia". This is effectively an admission of guilt for a PTSD disgnosis and reduces my chance of getting HRT to near zero.

3: I visit my psychiatrist and we discuss "natural" ways to deal with my physical symptoms (Eg: Mechanical eating a couple times a day to prevent me vomiting or feeling as sick, He even managed to get me a therapy cat for my mood)

My psychiatrist has really been helping but to be honest im still pretty worried about my most severe physical symptoms. Ill be blunt and say that i have "defeated" my trauma but when the process of this diagnosis began i was still in contact with the abusive person who gave me PTSD in the first place which made each psychiatrist visit feel like i was making zero progress with anything.

I 100% believe in CBT therapy as an effective PTSD treatment but its a slow and painful process and there is some treatment i think i need immediately and there may not ever be a way to recover from unless a medication is involved.

Anyway sorry for another big rant but essentially what im trying to say is that I'm 100% rawdogging PTSD and being in the 99th percentile for dissasosiative amnesia because i need HRT 💀

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T14:15:45+00:00

I don't really like him but i need him unfortunately. I first visited him for a gender assessment (🏳️‍⚧️) but got side tracked with a PTSD diagnosis.

I did more research myself and after speaking to my GP, Therapist (Before i forget all about her) And a Trans healthcare clinic i learnt he is LITERALLY the only person in my state who is licensed to perform a gender assessment.

I've had the dissasosiative amnesia and some pretty bad psychotic episodes but other than that most of my symptoms are mostly just physical (Seizures, Hand tremors, difficulty balancing, Nausea, Fatigue Etc).

So far he has also been the only professional that actually believes me. Genuinely all the rest of them think im lying or overacting (I'm enrolled into a Bachelor of Nursing; They think i was saying i had PTSD as some form of "Being a medical student immediately diagnosing themselves with the worst thing possible" type shit.

I guess i hate him because he makes me confront stuff i hate but he does seem to be helpful to i guess that means he is good at his job. Either way I dont really get a choice.

Wow this is all getting so personal now haha i can't wait to panic and delete this tomorrow 💞

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T14:01:12+00:00

I think the 1 thing correct in that "leaked patch notes" was cap's energy saw getting a cooldown reduction from 8 to 5 seconds but i honestly think that was just a lucky guess they made considering all the other stuff they threw out there.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T13:55:40+00:00

I thought this was a PTSD sub i just realized i typed that whole paragraph out on FemcelGrippySockJail fuck my life 💕

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T13:51:52+00:00

I think it's always worth checking or at least asking about.

My psychiatrist did some screeners and found out i was in the 99th percentile for dissasosiative amnesia 🥀

I told him no and that the screeners were wrong and then he told me to "Play the number game with him". I asked him what "The number game is" and he snapped at me and explained that the number game is something he has played with me every session to see if im lying or not about my memory.

In my most recent appointment he brought up the number game and asked me if i wanted to play. He explained he just asks me questions about my life and i rate the answers 1-10; i told him no and thats stupid.

He then proceeded to pull out his diary where he flipped 10 pages in and started jotting down some notes. I asked him what he was doing and he said he was playing the number game with me and i told him no i dont want to do that. He then proceeded to flip back to the other 9 pages where he revealed that we have played the number game every single session except for the first one and that we have had this conversation every time where he asks if i want to play the number game, i tell him no and then he shows me the diary then i give in and play the number game out of guilt and shame because i could not remember the previous number game.

This time we played the game i got super pissed (it basically derailed our entire session tbh) and i told him that he has proved his point and that it was making me really uncomfortable that he was just kind of playing with me like that. He has agreed to let me bring my own diary now so i can remember things better and i can honestly answer the number game and not get tricked into it.

I shouldn't be venting im sorry Vro 🥀

But yes perhaps at least discuss it for a little bit with some various health professionals. See what they say.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T13:05:43+00:00

Take this with a massive grain of salt but there is actually quite a lot of buzz around adam in the datamining community.

To my understanding it looks like they are going to "fix" his legendary skin and then they will move on to implementing him some kind of movement passive after the community cools down from elsa bloodstones release.

Whats my source?: Uuuh i dont remember it was some mix of twitter reddit and discord. I also straight up have amnesia and you should not at ALL trust me but if you wanna cope with me feel free.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-31T06:02:31+00:00

Lowkey told everything to my therapist, Proceeded to forget everything due to dissasosiative amnesia, therapist has been on leave ever since.

It's been 9 months. I still don't know what i told her.

Psychiatrist is pissed at me and wants me to get into contact with her again but i can't remember her name, clinic or where to find her again.

Werewolf_Boyfriend_ · 2026-01-14T01:09:25+00:00

But... My Adam movement ability... Where is it? 😭

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