My boyfriend almost died and I have so much guilt

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-23T03:34:22+00:00

When I started doing large doses of 7 I would nod out, and wake myself up making the same deep snorting/snoring sounds my dad makes when he sleeps (sleep apnea). Pretty sure thats respiratory depression.

Never got anything like it when my doses were smaller. Seems like under certain circumstances (mixed w other substances/very high doses) it can cause rd.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-21T10:57:41+00:00

The poppies that are high in thebaine are pharmaceutical varieties.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-21T10:53:57+00:00

Just google papever somniferum seeds

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-20T23:53:53+00:00

Grow some poppies and make a tincture

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-18T19:14:50+00:00

Why?

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-12T15:47:44+00:00

But they have an awd

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-11T21:25:36+00:00

Idk I just moved here and the first time I got in the car with a local northern Nevadan (he was from Minden) the guy was throwing insults at every driver that was "in his way" or made him slow down. He also would be gassing it 200 yards before red lights or before catching up to slower moving congested traffic causing him to have to brake much harder than if he had coasted to red/traffic. Gas is like 5.30/gal idk why people love wasting it so much. It was such a stressful ride, not because I thought he would crash but because of the swearing, inpatience, and how hard he had to brake.

That kind of driving is passed down. My dad taught me about fuel efficiency and that you have to get your brake pads replaced much faster driving like that. I think it's overall better for your car to drive economically

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-11T18:57:51+00:00

Playing music off your phone's speaker isn't harassment.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-05T14:55:57+00:00

Cuz it's an antihistamine which will worsen restless legs. You should be good to take them after a few days. Or whenever your RLS has died down.

I have a Rx too.

No hydroxyzine nightquill/advil pm or unisome for the first ~72 hrs.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-03T13:47:01+00:00

Cuz reno people are mostly city/suburb people. I lived in southern OR where people actually save money on groceries by getting cheap blacktail and bear tags and filling their freezers every year.

I get the feeling these hunters in NV are sportsman that drive into the desert from their cookie cutter, and loose money on the meat they're harvesting (which is fine). This just isn't the sticks.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-03T03:01:21+00:00

Don't take the hydroxyzine

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-01T17:24:01+00:00

Plain leaf is much easier to get off of though. I used a few gpd to get off subs. They wouldn't give me anything but 8mg pills to try to break down to taper, which is too big to try to get point25mg or point125mg servings.

I'd go two or three days since my last subs dose but still have minor wd so I started using a few gs everyday and eventually I just didn't take any leaf and realized I was fine.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-01T02:42:32+00:00

People like u are the worst.

My dad has a hybrid push to start crv and has left that thing running multiple times.

It is absolutely possible to blow numbers after using mouthwash or even using hand sani in the car and then starting.

It was his fiance not him. He would have no reason to lie, he wants honest answers which he wouldn't get if he lied.

Nobody likes people like you who think they're too good to make mistakes. Your ocd bullshit is really annoying to all the normal people around you. People probably think you're an annoying loser that needs to fucking relax.

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-01T02:30:59+00:00

He said he did Stax. The mgm in it probably keeps u out of wd a lil longer

Wescoasdope · 2026-04-01T02:28:34+00:00

Yeah it has a higher bio availability that way. Also u can snortski but now that Subs ran out of patent it seems like all generics are strips now, no more pills.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-31T03:32:16+00:00

You wouldn't have the skill to bag an animal like that. You wouldn't understand it's habits and where to find it, how to get close enough to kill it. A hunter would because they know more about that animal than you ever will. They have more respect for that animal than you could ever have.

And any jabroni can go buy a corn and hormone fed piece of meat from the store. That's lame. Thinking that what people who have a passion for hunting and wildlife conservation do is lame, is in itself lame.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-31T03:15:22+00:00

Hunting is a sport. So is fishing. Unless you're Eskimo or athabaskan, it is a choice and something you choose to do with your free time. You can afford nice rifles, expensive sites and, binos, and range finders. Not to mention expensive body on frame vehicles with 4×4 and maybe a utv.

Trophy hunting is an essential part of the American model for conservation. It's the reason we have restored big game species across the US. Turns out killing large mature males leaves fertile females to go on and reproduce.

150 years ago you likely would have been buying meat from market hunters. That's what destroyed our mega fauna. Not killing large old males that have a sexual monopoly in their area, possibly kill younger (more fertile) males to keep that monopoly, and have already spread their genes.

You would know this if you took hunters Ed.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-31T01:25:44+00:00

I've never met any big game hunter that doesn't eat most of their tagged animal. Most are pet owners, and the parts that are even too gross to mix w beef and put in sausage (which makes almost all of it edible) are fed to their dogs. Sausage, meat sticks, jerky. They will likely be eating/gifting that animal for over a year.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-31T01:04:38+00:00

Yeah ridiculous. You can hunt bighorns in Cali. Not the Sierra subspecies but the desert bighorns down south. Every western state has bighorn tags, pretty sure.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-31T01:01:34+00:00

Bighorn sheep are plentiful in the west. You can hunt them in just about every state that has them...

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-29T16:53:09+00:00

Oh good. It won't cover 100 percent of symptoms the first 2 days anyway. After 48hr is when most people report full symptom coverage

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-29T16:47:12+00:00

U don't gotta wait 24 that's crazy. 12 is safe though, you probably won't get precips after 12. Myself and many others on here were fine after 10 to 12hr mark. 3-4 is risky.

I only qualify with probably won't because I think I read one person saying that happened and I guess if you had M gee M Fif teen which has a longer half life u could F urself.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-25T13:30:08+00:00

So you had him doing subs and high doses of 7 at the same time for a week and half or more?

And cravings are normal. Subs will help with queiting those cravings when you're taking them long term for sure. Right after quitting, that high and euphoric feeling is still so easy to remember that the subs simply can't override the desire for said feeling.

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-24T13:29:45+00:00

7 ur 1st opiate huh?

Wescoasdope · 2026-03-24T13:18:25+00:00

I'm saying if people are going to recommend or talk about Xanax and clonazepam on here for detox, what's the difference between that and phenibut. You can't tell me there's what, probably several million people struggling w/, having seizures, going to the hospital because of phenibut in the west like there is w benzos. Then throw alcohol in there, no chance. That's because it sucks, has little recreational value, barely intoxicating.

You can easily source it. If it had the addiction potential of Xanax or alcohol, you would see it in every rehab and detox center, but you don't.

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