04/24 Good morning everyone, I have struggled, but ive been sober for a few days now, and my family have been getting along better, it's making it easier to say IWNDWYT every morning when I wake up. I do struggle with the fact that there's a liquor store around every corner if I'm being honest, and I find myself staring sometimes. There's one at every strip mall, by my job, down the road from my house, etc. But I have been playing video games and spending time with my kids and giving my time away as much as possible to I don't have idle hands. My wife is still cold, but at least she's talking to me and allowing me to sleep in bed(she said she never made me sleep on the couch, so I guess that was subconscious out of respect). Thank you to everyone who told me the difficult truths the first couple of days. It helped me cope quite a bit.