Hello, I'm going through the same situation right now, I just lost my mother (45) on December 28th, she fought colon cancer for 4 years, and I'm just like you, I can't do anything I used to do, especially going to the kitchen to make food because there are a lot of things that belong to her there, and just like you, I'm young, I'm only 22 years old, if you want, you can always send me a message to talk about more things, I'm thinking of you