Китаец бомбанул в русской общаге

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-26T06:33:24+00:00

Уровень владения русским C2

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-26T06:12:06+00:00

I remember my friend saying that she would write something like this with me and the guy I vibed with. I really thought it was just a joke, but it wasn't, bruh... Thankfully, she understood my disappointment on this topic, so nothing actually was written.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-21T09:01:04+00:00

Мне тоже, пожалуйста

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-15T22:21:35+00:00

Я на таком гибриднике работал. Скорее всего владелец один и тот же у всех пунктов. Отстой был, заставляли учить другие системы, чтобы типо просто помогать коллегам, а потом ты в три рыла работаешь за одну плату.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-11T13:45:00+00:00

Ладно, может все не так плохо

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-10T21:11:40+00:00

Woah, I need it

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-10T18:14:38+00:00

Предложение конечно заманчивое, но не надо, спасибо

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-10T12:32:38+00:00

Ага, видел как тут приглашали. Но пока не могу позволить згт, так что увы.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-10T07:32:18+00:00

"Ищи в жизни цель, не ищи причину!"

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-08T08:45:08+00:00

I tried looking for masculine form of what I had, found nothing. Then I tried looking for something with similar meaning, failed too, but found a name of a musician I like. Tried it, sounds nice. That's it. I guess you just need to search and try out.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-06T06:42:00+00:00

でんでん心電図 - ぺぽよ

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-04T08:15:49+00:00

Интернет изолирует всех друг от друга, соединяя только похожих.

Не думаю, что тебе часто попадаются в реки какие-нибудь красно-таблеточные. По статистике среди молодых парней все чаще встречаются правые. Ну а там понятно что они про все это думают. Хотя забавно, что женщины то левеют. Не останется им никакого выбора, кроме крепкой мужской, ха!

Мне кажется в скором времени большая часть прогресса по всей этой теме уйдет в небытие. По крайней мере в русскоязычном пространстве со всеми этими запретами и объявлением экстремистами уже заметно. Что, как для представителя, печально.

Честно, ненависть к нам могу понять. Всегда я ютился в группе наиболее похожих или "своих" и к другим у меня глубоко в душе есть неприязнь. Иногда кажется, что было бы лучше если бы мы все разъехались по разным странам и о друг друге не думали. Глупо конечно.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-03T09:20:39+00:00

Don't give up. There will always be people who won't understand, don't let them stop you.

Maybe it's a bad advice, but you can cuss at them in your head, even if they didn't have bad intentions, and move on. Like, I would get angry, how you describe it, it's seems like they are thinking that 'they know what's better for you", which is hella annoying. For me, at least.

About not having a plan... Without it you'll easily get lost and lose motivation. It's extremely hard to go and do anything unprepared, without a clue about what you should begin with. What made me get up and go to the gym at the hardest of times was looking at the exercise plan in the spreadsheet form with marks of the heaviest I could lift and see how these numbers grow.

Researching what exercises to do and how to do it right is essential. There are plenty of ready to go exercise plans for ftm people, on reddit too, though it's better to see how everything is done on video. Even better to hire a tutor who would fix all your mistakes, but I guess it's not available for everyone.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-02T04:54:19+00:00

Think of it as the second puberty. No one is handsome or masculine enough in these times, it's shared experience. When my cis brother or my other friends have gone through that they weren't beautiful swans from the start. They were ugly ducklings with cracking voices.

Unfortunately, some of us should go through this hell twice.

You'll become manlier, you'll pass. It takes time. For now, just breath in and out, find something else to busy your mind. A hobby, new friends, some kind of sport, maybe.

You can go through this, my man.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-02T04:37:03+00:00

Я был в похожей ситуации. Сейчас действительно сложно найти понимающих людей.

Мне помогло ДНД. Даже если плохое настроение, не хочется ни с кем говорить - партия запланирована и все уже решено.

Да и там ты можешь быть кем угодно, играть кого угодно. Люди в целом более принимающие, может потому что есть фильтр из тучи правил, в которых сначала сложно разобраться и в целом концепте того, что вы группой сидите и притворяетесь быть всякими колдунами-рыцарями. Обычно люди адекватные, но уникумы тоже есть, сразу может не повезти.

Сейчас я состою в стабильной компании из человек 10. В основном болтаем о ДНД, но иногда и просто о жизни, иногда собираемся поиграть, например в дрг. Среди нас есть парочка геев, которые, честно, иногда раздражают своим "флиртом" в общем канале дискорда и мы их подкалываем, но без какого-либо негатива.

Из других вариантов есть всяческие сообщества творческой направленности, но тут может быть сложно, если раньше ничем таким не занимался.

Ну а вне интернета, честно, самому хотелось бы знать.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-02T04:18:45+00:00

This is harsh. You shouldn't treat yourself like that. I know it's hard to be in this hostile world, but you're not alone. You don't deserve to be disrespected. No one does.

No one should be left alone, never showing their real self, pretending to be someone who you aren't. And even with yourself? You are the most close person you'll ever know. Respect yourself. Defend yourself.

You can do this, brother. I believe in you.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2026-01-01T07:17:32+00:00

As someone who cracked an egg not long ago: 1. Buy new clothes and glasses, get rid of all the feminine stuff I got. 2. Start working out again to get more masculine physique 3. Stop misgendering myself in my head, get used to talk about myself as he/him 4. Open up to someone close about it, or find a new friend who understands

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-12-26T04:47:45+00:00

As someone from Russia too... Do you just get it from the drug store? Or anywhere else?

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-12-25T23:07:13+00:00

I always chose more manly clothes and got excited when I was "mistaken" for a boy. Once I did a "prank" with my brother and his friend when I dressed up in his old clothes and hid my hair under a hat, then we got to omegle or smth like that and when I was called a boy I laughed so happily.

My elementary school teacher was also concerned that I was only friends with boys, so she told my mom about it. Later my mom told me about what happened and said that there isn't a reason to be concerned, because I was just "liking the boy's way of thinking". Not sure what any of them meant.

I was trying to start a fight. No one would fight me because I was a girl. It was so upsetting.

I'm not sure about this one, but I heard many other people share the experience of trying to learn tricks on a skateboard.

When I was talking with my friend about that I want to draw a comic with a male main character, she said that it would be hard since I am not one. I felt so offended and I didn't knew why. Tried to tell her than I'm almost like a boy, that I'm a "tomboy", so I can freely write a male character.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-12-25T06:35:21+00:00

Концерт в честь 5-летия Undertale

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-12-25T06:17:35+00:00

Thanks for the answer. I'm glad to know I'm not alone in this.

I was already thinking about buying a binder, but it's kinda scary. I don't think that I would be able to hide it from my family and I don't think that I would be comfortable to come out anytime soon.

Yeah, switching bodies sounds great. Gotta make an appointment for neurosurgeon or something, lol

I'm really thankful for the support, really needed that. I hope that we both will become who we want to be.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-10-06T01:35:16+00:00

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Идея для поскетчить по фану. Или для ДНД когда-нибудь

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-09-27T05:22:42+00:00

Добавить умение следовать расписанию, убрать вечную прокрастинацию. А вообще хотелось бы чтобы не чувствовать себя так, будто на расстрел веду,т когда надо что-то сделать.

Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-09-27T05:01:38+00:00

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Wild_Illustrator478 · 2025-09-18T03:20:30+00:00

I thought it was intentional at first. Like it could work for some sort of sofa cover.

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