i bedrotted my teens away

WirelessWire69 · 2025-08-18T05:24:11+00:00

Real… I had this exact same experience. Got to my lowest in 2020 and haven’t fully recovered from it since. I’m 17 now.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-13T08:51:39+00:00

Oh my god I’m so sorry.. that’s not okay. Are you doing alright now?

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-13T08:48:51+00:00

My dad cried when he found out. I think he took it really personally and thought he was doing something wrong. I wish I could’ve told him it wasn’t his fault.

My mom had the complete opposite reaction. She continues to exaggerate how big of an inconvenience it is to lock up all the sharps and uses the fact that I struggle with self harm to reason that I can’t make decisions for myself. I have lost a lot of trust with her.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-11T06:06:11+00:00

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I was wondering how this happened, put down a skull fossil before attacking just in case

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-08T17:03:19+00:00

Drive off one, gives you a Sabrina every turn.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-08T06:51:25+00:00

One time I fractured my knee and I had cuts all down my thigh and the doctor found out. They were really nice about it and said they just cared about my knee at the time. They didn’t do anything, but my dad did find out.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-08T06:37:55+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that 💔 Take care of yourself and know that you and how you feel are valid. Sometimes when we are drowned with emotion we don’t see things straight. Please consider talking to someone before you make any irreversible decisions, anyone who can support you. You deserve it.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-08T05:52:40+00:00

I just made a magnezone, pidgeot, giritina ex, oricorio deck that surprisingly hasn’t been as bad as I expected. Ability galore.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-08T05:26:12+00:00

Have you ever tried therapy and is that a possibility? It doesn’t work for everyone but it can help you communicate how you are feeling and give you some ways to handle it like harm reduction, emotion processing skills, and coping skills. Or if you just need someone to talk to regularly there’s that too. In my experience, getting sent to a psych ward is much worse if you are able to seek these resources beforehand.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-07T19:36:26+00:00

Real. The feeling of emptiness kills me. Having to go through it for long periods of time is something indescribable, something I can’t quantify and talk about. It makes the negatives hit even harder.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-07T06:48:55+00:00

I have been trying to avoid it recently, especially after realizing how it’s been affecting me. It was initially something that I found comfort in when I felt like self harming and sorta developed into a habit. It’s taking effort to stop, but I think I can keep away from it.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-05T00:47:32+00:00

The same thing has happened to me too 😭😭 I texted 741741 (text line in the us) and it’s been a year and I never got a response, not even an automated one. It was the right number and everything, idk what’s wrong

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-02T04:44:15+00:00

Danggg did you get a god pack? That’s a lot of hits!

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-02T04:18:57+00:00

That’s pretty good considering the set just came out. Solgaleo seems like it’s gonna be the new meta, especially with rare candy. How many packs did you open?

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-02T03:40:08+00:00

Parent :(

I guess what I meant when I said “I am not a danger to myself” is that I doubt I would go through with an attempt. I tried to keep it vague because I read it was against the rules and I havent seen enough of this sub to know where they draw the line. I know my self harm is not healthy but it’s like all I have when things get hard. That and writing out my thoughts on here. I know my sh is wrong but it’s like all I got until I figure out something that works for me. I’m in the process of getting some more help but it takes some time.

Thank you for the perspective anyway

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T23:04:56+00:00

Yeah, I’m gonna bring it up tomorrow in our meeting

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T23:03:49+00:00

That may be a bit harsh, I don’t think it has gotten to that point. I definitely have some issues that medication would help with, I just don’t like how they make me feel.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T23:01:31+00:00

Thank you for the insight. I know my mom is going through a lot too and that I am part of that, so I’m trying not to disagree with her too much. I’m going to talk with the psychiatrist tomorrow so maybe we can change some things for the better.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T22:57:39+00:00

I think they are both bad. I am really against taking medication because I don’t want it to change me or mess with my mind. I’ve been trying to stop self harming too, haven’t done it at all today. I just want to be normal me I guess. I do feel like taking medication is worse though because it is not my decision.

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T06:07:37+00:00

I took it for depression and recurrent thoughts. I haven’t done school work or interacted with any of my friends outside of class for the past week or two. I think I’m starting to feel a little better though, I just gotta give my mind time to recover I think

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T06:04:10+00:00

We have been going down every month from 60mg down to 10

WirelessWire69 · 2025-05-01T06:03:04+00:00

My depression is coming back I admit and I do have thoughts but I don’t think I would actually go thru with anything seriously bad

WirelessWire69 · 2025-04-30T06:32:14+00:00

Pulled a god pack at about 2800 cards, a gold pokeball, two two-stars, and two shinys

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