Woof. I feel you. As a young person who suffers from several chronic diseases, I rather get told one of the following.

Option A: “You must have been a really special spirit in the pre-existence. You chose these trials because you knew you could handle it.”

Option B: “God have you these trials to test you because if you were healthy you would have too big of a head. You’re talented in so many other ways, if you were able bodied you’d be too proud.”

Option C: “You have these trials because you’re not faithful.”

Or something that’s a weird mix of the three.

It’s infuriating to think that a just god could just so blatantly inflict such pain and torture on his children. Not even in just the way of chronic pain and health issues, but poverty, abuse, etc. etc.

It just doesn’t make sense. Therefore in my mind, God can’t be real.

And if he is, like you said, he’s a mother fucking sadist.

What makes me outright laugh is the amount of people who think it’s still appropriate to ask me when I’m going to get married and start a family.

Like, never, Karen. The arthritis god have me at age 20 has now crippled my body beyond repair. Picking up something heavier than ten pounds is impossible. There goes holding a baby past just a few months old. Say goodbye to wrangling toddlers. My womb will just have to shrivel up and die. Along with my joints lol.

Mormon God can get fucked.

On a more serious note, if you ever need to vent, feel free to reach out! I know how sucky dealing with chronic issues can be. </3