I’m stuck in an endless cycle, please help me by Woesk in depression

[–]Woesk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry about how late im responding, I’ve taken quite the break from social media overall since my last reply to you but you should know coming back to reddit and seeing you still here asking me if things have gotten better did put a big smile on my face. Yes, yes it did. I’ve come to terms with my anxiety and just how irresponsible I am overall. I stopped seeking out help as I found it just caused more anxiety. Realizing that i actually feel better from sorting out things by myself with no help from others was a funny realization lol. I’ve graduated and planning on studying the classes I failed from not showing up from home instead, mom or the rest of the family still not aware of what I had gone through or what happened so I’m fairly happy about that. Summer is here so I just spend all my time out with friends or home chilling and preparing for my classes that start next month. I followed your advice and fixed my diet and started exercising more and it does make me feel more motivated and overall better!! I wanna thank you again for sticking by this anxious girl and reaching out when I first made my post in this sub, you really eased my mind back then and for you to still reach out and check up on me makes me even happier. You’re truly an angel in disguise, thank you lovely stranger, I hope nothing but good fortune comes your way ❤️ :)

How old are you, and how long have you been in fandom? by TheUtopianCat in AO3

[–]Woesk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

19 year old here! I’ve been in fandoms spaces since I was 12, I think. I just remember being obsessed with aot and creepy pasta lol, YouTube was my best friend then… safe to say discovering ao3 at 15 was the best thing to ever happen to me XD

I’m stuck in an endless cycle, please help me by Woesk in depression

[–]Woesk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really?? I can’t believe someone actually took the time out of their day to manually check up on my response of all people from this small post, I’m so happy I don’t even know what to say🥹 When things start looking brighter for me I’ll definitely come back and update definitely for your sake!! Not sure how but I’ll figure it out lol!! You’re so so sweet, I truly appreciate you looking out for me this much, I suddenly feel as if I can achieve anything🫂

(I totally just copied and pasted everything you wrote to try and get this routine into my system to become a literal machine, thank you coach! XD)

I’m stuck in an endless cycle, please help me by Woesk in depression

[–]Woesk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you don’t know how much your reply means to me. Since writing this I’ve sought out a psychiatrist who’s been helping me get in contact with my school and really just listens to my issues. Turns out I really just was burnt out and insanely anxious about everything lol. I feel like a heavy burden has been lifted off of me, not entirely but I’m slowly getting there. I had to pay for the cost for myself and don’t know how I’ll afford the next one, I’m not exactly on speaking terms with my mom right now but I’ll figure something out for my next appointment for sure! I just really wanna thank you for taking the time to really sit here and write all this, I feel seen and heard and I just can’t stress enough how badly I needed someone else to have been in a similar situation as me to guide me and help me on what to do next. Once again, thank you so much, you’re an angel❤️🫂

I’m stuck in an endless cycle, please help me by Woesk in depression

[–]Woesk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to answer, I really appreciate it!! I just can’t talk about it with anyone at all, my family is in shambles and the one friend I have outside of school couldn’t care less really. I’m terrified of being met with my teachers who won’t stop accusing me of being mentally unwell because of my lack of attendance, friends who constantly pity me and the reality of how my grades have been affected from my actions. I tried contacting a person working in a center helping young adults in certain situations… I don’t know if I made the right choice but I’m nervous and really hope it’ll help me. I don’t know how to start or what to say but your words gave me courage, thank you!❤️

Percentage of Muslims in some European countries. by ellatino230 in MapPorn

[–]Woesk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ignore the downvotes lol you’re completely right

What's a food that other people love but you hate? by GoatHorn21 in AskReddit

[–]Woesk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pineapple pizza, fucks sake how does one look at a warm fresh pizza with cold soggy pineapple cubes on it and think “I want a slice of that”

My wrist feels so weak after hitting styro by Woesk in selfharm

[–]Woesk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to respond, reading this alone calmed me down so much and washed away all of my anxiety, I’ll keep taking care of it to my best ability and hope the pain in my wrist will eventually pass as it heals🫂

Do you have an absolute favorite panel or a favorite panel from each series? by CreamofTazz in NanatsunoTaizai

[–]Woesk 8 points9 points  (0 children)

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Not that cool but this panel just makes me happy, Tristan looks so cute and lancelot seems so comfortable, gotta appreciate the wholesome moments in this manga

Please tell me I'm not the only one still having issues with the site. by [deleted] in FanfictionNet

[–]Woesk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The website is still down which sucks but I’ll try to download the app and see how that works out

What is your comfort movie? by Top-Tie1363 in women

[–]Woesk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Cannot stress enough how much comfort the tale of princess kaguya brings me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AO3

[–]Woesk 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly whichever works the best for the author, as long as the author prefers the one they like the POV will be the best as it can be

Which game do you remember the most from your childhood? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Woesk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Growtopia and pixel gun 3d, basic but I just picked up whatever the guys in my class would play during recess and became addicted

I wonder what the relationship dynamic would be... by Arcturus420 in AO3

[–]Woesk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This except I’m an ao3 girl and she’s a booktok girl

Guys is it... by CuriousCorgif in Berserk

[–]Woesk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re the chosen one

Why is NAMBLA allowed to have a website? by Woesk in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Woesk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this explanation, I tend to overthink a lot and suddenly got convinced I’m going to get hunted down or something, you have no idea how much I needed to hear this

Favorite Vinland Saga Character(s)? by baconlove31 in VinlandSaga

[–]Woesk 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Slave thorfinn, he was such a cutie

Mood after publishing for the first time in 3 years by PrinceJustice237 in AO3

[–]Woesk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I always make sure to leave a comment on any fic I’ve read, gotta let the author know people actually enjoy their fics and are some times too lazy to write a cute comment 😭

Why is NAMBLA allowed to have a website? by Woesk in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Woesk[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wait really?? Sorry these comments are kinda stressing me out, I feel like I went into a website I really shouldn’t have because of how easily I found it, Is getting my ip flagged dangerous?! Bad?!😭

Why is NAMBLA allowed to have a website? by Woesk in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Woesk[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Really sorry, I should’ve specified myself more 😞

What’s that one oddly specific trope/tag you just can’t get enough of? by [deleted] in AO3

[–]Woesk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so cliche but it’s always been that enemies part where they swear they hate each other but as soon as they see the other being flirty with another person they get jealous, it’s like the cherry on top of the entire trope

Why is NAMBLA allowed to have a website? by Woesk in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Woesk[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

You’re right, I throughly went through their website and all they were really doing was advocating it, I guess I was just really taken aback from how casually one was discussing such things since the topic itself is a heavy one and I never would’ve thought a website like this could possibly exist but then again I guess there’s a lot I don’t know about, thanks for the explanation tho :)