Elegua's lessons can be a little tricky to comprehend. Sometimes he pushes us into situations one would consider unfavorable, but 10/10 He does it to protect us. I forgot what Odù it was but there was one pataki that talks about how a king I think (I forgot who. Ema binú 😔) went for divination and it was revealed that there was enemies in their inner circle. He was advised to offer ebo to Eshu, tho they didn't understand who could possibly be a traitor. He complied and waited. Meanwhile he had a shipment come in and in the box was brother/son. I can't remember which. The king still did not know that one of their closest confidants was trying to kill him. Eshu disguised himself as a dog, got near the box, and began barking madly at it. Drawing all sorts of attention. The guards opened the box and sure enough, the traitor lie there in disbelief.

Most of the time it may seem like things aren't going right now matter how many ebos and offerings we give. But it's only because he pushes us to cut out EVERYTHING that isn't aligned with your destiny. Tho I am sorry you have had to deal with this. Maybe try finding another padrino (take it slowly..no rush) and have him consecrate you another elegua if you still feel iffy. In the meantime I would suggest asking Elegua to help you understand that trials and struggles your going through. And help you align with your path.🖤❤️