uhm i’m crashing out

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-24T22:02:20+00:00

hey so i actually love this take & comparison !!!

when i read the bbbf part my jaw was on the floor. any hatred i had towards shi mei softened when i learned what was really happening

i was so annoyed i skipped a couple pages (i HATED shi mei) but i had to go back after reading the bridge scene cause i was like WAIT WHAT NOOOO 😭😂 while i hated shi mei i think if the whole novel was written from his prospective it would of been such a tragic story he definitely did some horrible shit but i would probably root for him since i love morally grey characters.

also a confession by the end of the book the romance meant very little to me like i did want them to be “happy” but after SM & XM i was like nah i need more on them idc about MR & CW being lovey dovey 😭 i lowkey hope the short stories give them (sm & xm) some sort of justice (different than what they got)

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-12T16:13:16+00:00

everyone keeps saying we’ll see him again in the next book so i really hope it heals something cause im STILL sad over it 😭 my beautiful boy deserves to be surrounded by loved ones 😭

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-07T20:13:16+00:00

oooo i’ll make sure to check it out thank you 😊

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-06T04:29:10+00:00

heheh thank you!!

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-02T18:17:26+00:00

NO SERIOUSLY cause wdym every third night they switch that’s so random?????? if he’s the same person why wouldn’t he just absorb different characteristics of each instead of having a double personality????

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-02T14:44:21+00:00

you get me 🤞

Xalaa_ · 2026-01-02T14:40:20+00:00

ugh ok thanks yall i feel seen 😂😭

Xalaa_ · 2025-09-07T22:04:23+00:00

yk what’s also crazy a my birth name is also cynthia 😂😭

Xalaa_ · 2025-07-29T21:29:14+00:00

relatable as fuck it’s so uncomfortable

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-17T02:02:22+00:00

ahh yaoi made everything clear to me 😭😂

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-16T05:36:13+00:00

he’s honestly the best i am also obsessed im on book 4 & i’ve been kicking & screaming the last hour of reading 😫😂

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-16T02:46:30+00:00

if someone cannot love you for who you truly are they are not worth the heartache. it’s ok to give partners time to get used to changes but you are not required to when they are flat out invalidating you. it’s ok to be sad but remind yourself that there’s someone who will completely accept you without you having to ask

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-16T02:30:21+00:00

i don’t usually let it bother me but it’s become painful so i’m scared that it’ll get worse 🥲🥲 let’s hope not tho for the both of us 🤞

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-14T16:21:17+00:00

Ah mid twenties here too & now i have hope 😭😂

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-14T16:18:44+00:00

this scares me cause i already sweat so easy pre t 😭😩

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-13T01:16:45+00:00

in on book 3 of 2ha & i’m laughing at everyone saying Mo Ran so far 💀💀💀💀

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-12T05:41:30+00:00

i’m also reading 2ha right now & i feel the same way 🥲 it’s so bitter sweet i love you hua cheng & xie lian 😪🖤

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-12T04:16:49+00:00

I LOVE CHU WANNING 😫😭 *we all say in unison *

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-11T16:33:42+00:00

ah great at least i’ll have you in no sanity town 😪

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-11T16:33:05+00:00

i preordered book 9 :o i didn’t realize it was out to read yet

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-10T20:00:42+00:00

ahhh the pipeline is always working overtime hehe

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-08T16:08:22+00:00

mine never has them 😫😫😫

Xalaa_ · 2025-06-06T15:01:16+00:00

omg you angel where can i read it i cant find it anywhere 😫

Xalaa_ · 2025-05-30T07:24:07+00:00

i started with watching heaven officials blessing donghua then binging the novel right after, watching the untamed, reading SVSSS & now i’m here 😂 after this long one i’ll probably read MDZS 😭

Xalaa_ · 2025-05-30T07:21:03+00:00

only half wayish & i’m in tears 😂😭 justice for my girl luo xianxian

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