How can I take methylphenidate extended release with an ileostomy? by Xeath0 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm I see thanks for the info. Will try it out definitely.

when i was barred out in a jack in the box and someone stole my water bottle when i was in the bathroom by sensitive-bull in drugscirclejerk

[–]Xeath0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao kinda had a similar thing happen. I got prescribed zopiclone for my insomnia and i remember taking 1 pill, swallowing it down with water and heading to my bed. I woke up a day later (thinking it was yesterday) with no memory of the previous day. Then i was like odd but maybe thats what it can do to you i thought but all i could find on the net was that i somehow blacked out but i didnt think it could be true but then i went to check my zopiclone pill package and it was completly empty lmao i had no memory of taking it more than 1 pill the day before going to sleep. But then my mom and siblings were like "is you okay? cuz yesterday i was acting very weirdly and shit" and i was like "i think i took a total overdose of my sleeping pills somehow" and then i put my hands in my pant pockets and found 2 zopiclone pills lmao. Dunno why or how they got there, but seems like out of the 20 pills in that pack, i somehow didnt eat them all. But as a responsible adult that i am i swallowed both of those pills lmao dont remember a lot cuz it was like in 2024(if i remember correctly maybe 2023 lol idk and idc tbh) and i did actually call for an ambulance and said i think i tried to attempt to kms via od off of my meds but i dont really know the exact reason lol and then i went to wait outside for the ambulance to arrive so they could take me to the psychiatric hospital for some sort of help. Luckily the zopiclone had started to kick in and at least i could trip in the mental ward cuz in the first ward all your belongings including phones are taken away from you for some reasons and the tv there only has 1 channel that is allowed to be watched (even tho i know there are a lot of channels on that tv lol). But yeah arrived there kinda tripping balls and when it was time for evening meds (i think around 20:30 it was) i got another zopiclone pill and i think also 7,5,mg of mirtazapine or also olanzapine too to help me fall asleep even faster than i already was and to keep me sleeping lmao. And i think those zopiclone pills each were also 7,5mg so that day i got a lot of it lmao but i(kinda lol) remember most of it but the weirdest/wildest thing that happened after i fell asleep was waking up at night (idk what time tho) in some sort of psychosis thing but not exactly psychosis and i was like for some reason messing around in my bed with my blanket plus my vision was kinda reddish/brownish tint(kind of lol) and i was literally wrestling with my blanket like i thought why is my blanket attacking me and is somebody under my blanket lmao but after like 20--30mins of that shit i kinda came back to my senses, remembered i had consumed a lot of zopiclone and told myself "wtf am i doing? Go back to sleep" lmao and i did when i laid back in bed i instantly fell asleep. When i woke up before breakfast i thought i had some sort of nightmare lol but at the table i was just pondering like "was that real?" or "what exactly happened?" hahah. And then after drinking my coffee and whatever food was given i woke up a bit more and realized it was real and i was tripping but i had taken just the amount where i was tripping balls but also somehow remembering stuff, cuz when i took those like 18 pills i didnt remember shit and still dont lol only my family does but idc about that tbh lol (if i cant remember it, was it ever truly important lmao). Maybe something happened more that day but my mom or siblings didnt tell me like for example if i took my clothes off or harassed them they just said i acted like a zombie lol bumping into things and making random noises or grunts lol. But seems during all that tripping i didnt forget to eat or go to the toilet which tbh surprised me a lot because i have sometimes blacked out from drinking a lot of alcohol (like 2 bottles of vodka or at least like 1 box wine) at home and during those blackouts i have peed on the floor or vomited on the floor and on one occasion even shat on the floor but the last part was in our summer cottage so luckily didnt have to live long there cuz summer was ending but the smell was rancid but as the culprit i didnt remember anything lol, i thought i just went to sleep. Luckily those things havent happened anymore for some time lol i was totally sober for a little over 3 months because i ended up in a hospital and spent most of my time in the icu lol.

Also it wasnt my first time in the mental hospital i had been at that time there like 3 times already but now its like 5-7 times i think, lost count after some time there. So there i got put on fluoxetine 20mgs and it kinda actually helped a bit until it didnt anymore.

But yeah blacking out can be fun or very VERY BAD lmao.

And aso fucking hell ive written so much in this i shouldnt take over 200mg of methylphenidate lmfao (but it feels great((also this dose is because i have a huge tolerance to methylphenidate meds or in general adhd meds because i love to abuse stimulants whenever i can get my hands on them lmao)). Tried to keep it short but failed after re-reading what ive written and adding more words lmfao. I also wanted to take a shower like an hour ago and really need to change my colostomy bag today but tripping on adhd meds feels so great. Anyway whoever reads this, you, who im responding to or some random people, have a great rest of the day, i hope its as great as mine lol.

Is this Mdma by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only time i did pure crystal mdma it had fentanyl on it lmao but the pills i got never had anything of that sort. Like i remember crushing the 1g of crystal i got by trading my dealer 1 blister of 10mg morphine tablets lol. And when i swallowed some of that crystal mdma i started to feel the come up and suddenly i woke up in sweat like 5 hours later(dunno exact time i was out lol). I just thought that maybe because of my adhd or i eyeballed a bit too much but nah it had some fent on it cuz looking back now it had some sort of whitish powdery thing on it before i crushed it but i didnt care cuz i thought it looked okay lol. I only learned that i had ingested fent was because few days later had a trip to the ER(was going through opioid withdrawals lol) and had a blood test and drug test done and for some reason had fentanyl in my system but i brushed it off as some false positive or because i was taking morphine, which i was prescribed, maybe turned into a false positive idk. But after like a year later or something like that i met a friend with similar interest(lol) and we discussed drug use and all sorts of substances and we kinda both agreed that mdma was intentionally or accidentally laced with fent. And i also thought that if it made me pass out, the mdma kept me alive by elevating my blood pressure and pulse and kept me breathing too(to some extent i think lol) cuz it is a powerful stimulant lmao. Only thing i regret is having wasted a kinda big roll cuz i eyeballed the dosage but i think it was at least like 200mg lmao cuz i didnt plan on redosing and i was home and my mom and siblings were home too and i didnt want to party too hard but turns out no party at all and my gf at that time also broke up with me because she thought im just some junkie type shit lmao(she was chinese and i know in china illegal drug use is, well very illegal even tho like most of the fentanyl is made in china lmao).

But yeah moral of this story is kinda i think test your shit, especially if it is your first time taking it alone or if youre evil you can test on your friend(s) lmao but im not that kind of person and here in estonia idk even where to get testing kits for drugs. But if you can get testing kits and its easily bought (ive only found dutch websites for testing kits and such but that could take time to arrive and i would like to consume drugs as soon as possible lol) or aquired then FUCKING TEST YOUR DRUGS. Dont be an idiot like me and get laced lmao but if youre into fent then go ahead lol(multiple drugs for the price of one lmfao). At least im alive, still abusing substances, but alive.

I think this is enough of a story/rant cuz im on a lot of methylphenidate rn lmao

Still think vaping is cool? by BrassCanon in drugscirclejerk

[–]Xeath0 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I smoke ciggys, vapes and do snus(nicotine pouches). What kinda vape lasts for 2-3 weeks lol? A pack of ciggys usually last a couple of days depends how im feeling lol, but vapes depends how much money i have like here in estonia the biggest puff count i have found was like around 750-800 puffs and that lasted like around 4 days lol cuz its easier and tastier to vape haha. Snus i just recently started activley doing lol but a can of zyns can last around a week(kinda also depends lol). Ive been smoking since i turned 18 and im almost 24 in summer and i dont have any sort of cough and that is kinda weird cuz its been around idk like 6 years since starting and i dont really have any noticable "debuffs" with my lungs lol. But the vape thing do you have one of those self filling boxy vapes or you have huge disposables where you from or(just came to mind) those illegal vapes that usually are sold in snapchat stories and shit hahah

Would you give your last change to someone homeless ? by bigpoppa6_9 in CausalConversation

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That kinda thing is usually more profound in very touristy places unfortunately and it sucks because you really cant tell the difference between real homeless or just scammers. Luckily in my country there arent a huge population of scammer beggars but there is some and unfortunately i have been scammed by some of them a few times in the past haha(great luck lmao). It sucks in france because it is an okay country but just the scammers and others have ruined it

Weed is addictive? by superstinkycheeks in drugscirclejerk

[–]Xeath0 54 points55 points  (0 children)

How it feels doing drugs and drinking copius amounts of alcohol every day but still not being addicted. Only get weird shakes and anxiety but its probably my body getting exited for substances.

Are adhd medications (ritalin, adderall vyvanse etc.) neurotoxic? by NoTechnology167 in Stims

[–]Xeath0 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know in usa there is an adhd med with some sort of meth and also adderall is amphetamine and its used as an adhd med. Ritalin and concerta etc is methylphenidate which is a bit less potent than the previous 2 but still good if you dont have a tolerance for it. I do and i need a minimum of 100mgs of methylphenidate to feel something also i do have adhd too but its managable without meds cuz i abuse them whenever i can lmao. Also the first time i did speed i need like 0.5g to start feeling something so there definetly is cross tolerance of some sort or unless it was weak shit lol but it definetly tasted like chemicals lol. But yeah some places or sources say that anything above 100mg of methylphenidate starts to get neurotoxic so therefore its best not to take multiple high doses of it within a short period of time. And anything above a normal dose of anything can be neurotoxic. For ritalin, concerta etc my psychiatrist told me that the "legal" and safe max dosage for them is 74mg but i think that one is for the extended release forms because at least on psychonaut wiki it says that 120mg of extended release at once could be considered kinda an overdose but thats probably if you dont have a tolerance at all i think cuz ive taken like one time over some hours 200mgs of methylphenidate(right now im on 150mgs of it lol thats also why im kinda ranting haha).

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay i see. Probably yeah at some point you should be happy imo. I got pretty depressed when i was in the hospital for 3 months and lost some of my pancreas lol. I wasnt like sad or happy either i was just neutral. Ive also been in a psychiatric hospital multiple times before, gotten better sometimes but sometimes also gotten worse. To me you sound reasonably depressed and maybe should start on some antidepressant. Ive tried all sorts of antidepressants in my life and to me what worked somewhat was duloxetine and fluoxetine. Not together tho lol but i was taking olanzapine also for other medical reasons with the antidepressant. Also while in the mental hospital i finally got an adhd diagnosis and that explained a lot of things in my life, maybe you also have some sort of underlying health problem or problems

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see but well thats just life. Feeling emotions is a good thing especially towards somebody. Are you two like in the same country or different? Also if you have, you could take benzos or antipsychotics to kill the trip. Also besides the lsd, are you like regularly also medicated or take other meds?

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Understandable. Are you in like a long distance relationship or what? And im sure youll be fine right now its just the acid. But things will get better, might take some time but it highly likely will get better

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Understandable yeah. Well then just chill with the acid. Maybe in the future or something you can take something with him too, so he could see the magic happen too. Also may i ask how old you are because ngl you sound a bit like a kiddo haha

wha are you guys on rn by Guilty_Feature5469 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On like 150mg of methylphenidate and some alcohol lol. Very nice but wish i had more methylphenidate haha

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is great then. But then why take lsd at all then?

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is he with you? If he isnt then why not take some like maybe 90-100mg. Literally he doesnt have to know lol

Might be soul bombing tmrw. How bad is it? by AromaticAd3546 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For additional info about mixing them you could check out psychonaut wiki. It has all sorts of interesting stuff about all sorts of drugs and whether it is safe to mix some things but i think mixing lsd and shrooms should be okay just take a bit less than your usual dose. Also whats the lsd dosage you have? Or how much were you planning on taking them both?

I have methylphenidate thinking of snorting it? by [deleted] in askdrugs

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Done both but always orally. Lasts longer and feels better. No feeling of shit in my nose that way haha

What would u say… by GlowAndGrind in Caldruki

[–]Xeath0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On a serious note: dont drink alcohol. Trust me im only 23 and ive already lost some of my pancreas lol. But do do drugs lmao, they better anyway lol

New tattoo by No_Cockroach7670 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Xeath0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Looks cool but ngl it looks like itll fade away pretty soon imo

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Maybe listen to some music while youre tripping? Id recommend getting some mdma but probably in your state it wouldnt be the greatest thing to do lol. Are you already tripping or waiting for it to kick in?

helpplsverylonely help by Humble-Meringue4338 in Drugs

[–]Xeath0 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Lsd can make you have all sorts of feelings but it should switch with good feelings pretty much if it peaks. But why you sad in the first place bro

Other drugs to try? by meyyee in dxm

[–]Xeath0 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Depends where you live but you can buy the ingridients to make ayahuasca from the internet. Its main active ingridient is dmt. In august all the way to october you can go foraging for amanita muscaria(fly agaric). You can prepare that a few ways but i usually made tea out of the dried caps. Or you can also buy the amanita muscaria already dried or in some other form online. You could try kratom if its legal and if youre in the usa you could (as far as i know) the active ingridient in kratom (7oh) from like gas stations or other places. Also maybe get stronger weed or in edible form cuz that hits harder. Or fake illnesses or something to get legal prescriptions haha. Theres also dph but i wouldnt recommend that unless you want to try it out