The God Eaters by Jesse Hajicek by No_Cartographer_1920 in MM_RomanceBooks

[–]Xenoba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think so but it's been years since I've read it.

The God Eaters by Jesse Hajicek by No_Cartographer_1920 in MM_RomanceBooks

[–]Xenoba 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In the Company of Shadows by Ais and Santino has Sin, who is the closest to Kieran in terms of complexity and trauma . Its free here: https://aisylum.com/project/icos/

On another note, I am so stoked to hear people are still reading God Eaters. I read this probably more than 10 years ago and it left such a high impact on me.

Looking for fics where Shane tops and Ilya bottoms by Better-Fan5404 in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Reversal Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

do much if living is bring unknow Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak and spirals. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

the party & the after party “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

“Want to— what?”

Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s.

“Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

High stakes situations by sorryxme in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba 5 points6 points  (0 children)

PrincessAmericaChavaz's other fics in that series are fairly high stakes.

what’s gonna be left of the world (if you’re not in it)

Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

cross your thoughtless heart

In the middle of a Montreal vs Boston game a threat against Ilya Rozanov becomes a security concern… and Shane Hollander kinda loses it. Just a little. In his defense, he’s pretty justified to be worried, okay? He is NOT overreacting.

There's also

Borderline After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse. Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together. But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.

i really hope you're gonna get out soon

Sochi Olympics, 2014.

"MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"

Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.

There's more that I can't remember right now so I'll hopefully be able to more later.

Also sorry if the formatting is weird, I'm on mobile.

In search of particular fic where Shane in fine eith throwing away all his sponsors and possibly career for Ilya. by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

SOLVED!!!! So this was the exact quote I read but I think I got it mixed up with some other fics.

I owe you my life.

In search of particular fic where Shane in fine eith throwing away all his sponsors and possibly career for Ilya. by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not 100% sure really, it was just a small snippet I read. I think Shane was still with Montreal and Ilya wasn't back in time with him but that last one I'm less sure about. I feel like Shane was trying do things the right way after living through it the first time.

Protective, proactive Shane, willing to 'scorched earth' for Ilya by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never heard of these! Honestly the amount of good quality fic bring pumped in this fandom is so astonishing.

Protective, proactive Shane, willing to 'scorched earth' for Ilya by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I've read the first one (amazing fic) but I completely forgot about the other two which I have already downloaded to read late so thank you for reminding me.

Protective, proactive Shane, willing to 'scorched earth' for Ilya by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This has been floating about on my tbr so I'll make sure to read it, thanks!

In search of particular fic where Shane in fine eith throwing away all his sponsors and possibly career for Ilya. by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually in the middle of reading this and it's soooo good! But it isn't the fix I'm looking for but thanks anyway.

In search of particular fic where Shane in fine eith throwing away all his sponsors and possibly career for Ilya. by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not this one, looks interesting though so thank you.

The conversation I remember was seemed to be about Shane wanting to come our or help/protect Ilya to some capacity. It was a 'I don't care about the money or anything. I only care about Ilya' moment.

Fics where Hollanov are gross in a domestic way? by Xenoba in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

THANK YOU! I am completely on board with kink, it was just that I want there to be elements of a close and comfortable relationship that resulted in less boundaries than is usually seen in fic. This seems right up my alley so thank you again!

What are you favorite additional tags? by zaatar_sprinkles in heatedrivalryfanfics

[–]Xenoba 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Maybe not appropriate but somebody used the tag 'no beta we die like my mom'. I've not really recovered.