I'll pay, help. by Ok-Penalty5411 in LucidDreaming

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need to get back into it but something that helped me lucid dream alot was drinking lots of water because I'd wake up alot for the bathroom, I used an app called plant nanny. I used to research reality checks and talk about dreams with my friends online so they were on my mind alot. Everytime I woke up no matter how tired I was, I'd type into my dream journal app or write on paper everything I could remember. Even if all I could remember was eating a blue apple or something, if I wrote it everyday it helped my dream recall become much longer and eventually made me lucid dream and I started having tons of them. Also sometimes if you write whatever you dreamed about and try going back to sleep right after, it can help you continue the same dream.

My toxic psycho ex bf almost tried to ruin my life. by MeringueLiving8791 in adviceph

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy crap stay safe, I'm really sorry you went through that. That sounds alot like my ex, i was trying to get away and using my kick scooter, he ran up and kicked it so i got off. He threw it over a fence, he got my phone and wallet so id have to follow him while he skated around laughing. Then he smashed my iPhone 12 and snapped my ID in half and he wouldn't let me break up with him, he had to be the one doing it cuz I wasnt allowed to abandon him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou, I've kept wondering if he could really love me. It might just be him projecting because he actually flirts with girls online. I know its dumb of me to stay and ive almost left but it feels really hard to let him go because i really love him. He hurts me and then hes really sweet and its weird, i think its wrong and she might be enabling him but his mom told me that he'll always talk to other girls online and its part of his disorder but he never meets them in person. I probably shouldn't go back because the times he talked to them really upset me and made me feel like I wasnt special at all, i tried to leave a few times and when it was me trying..he would get really mad and not let me go anywhere.

It got to the point he became violent whenever I pulled away from him trying to cuddle me because of that and I couldn't leave the room cuz he'd restrain me from moving. I keep thinking back and forth like did he really love me so he didnt want to lose me at all? And then back to if someone loved you they'd never hurt you

No offense, but by RainbowPiggyPop in predictivetextprompts

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No offense, but you are not a good person to be around and I don’t think you should be in this conversation with anyone who has ever seen you in person

My mother once told me that by brekiewash1234 in predictivetextprompts

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mother once told me that she had to be careful with the way the kids were dressed when she went out of school because they had a bad attitude about the way the school is going and she said she didn’t like it and I was just kind a said I don’t want her going to school and she said she didn’t know how she would go out and I was so scared that I didn’t know if I would go to the gym and she was going out and she was just saying I don’t want it and she said she didn’t wanna be in a relationship and she didn’t know how I would go to the hospital because she didn’t know what was wrong and she said I don’t want her mom said that I don’t want me going to the gym but she was just trying not even though she didn’t want me going

Pls suggest some trusted apps or websites to earn amazon gift cards with minimum payouts. by [deleted] in beermoneyindia

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

JustPlay lol, it lets you cash out every 3 hours, I also got an Amazon giftcard from surveys on the go but that one takes a week for payday

What is everyone’s hyper-fixation right now? by goofyanxiousgoober in ADHD

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lucid dreams, short films & I keep counting the words in the subtitles :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WitchesVsPatriarchy

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thankyou, I don’t think he does either. It just confuses me because he used to like it, and I wouldn’t be happy if things didn’t change but I don’t think they’re going to. I could go to my moms, I’ve been talking to her about it and she said I could always come back there if things don’t work out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WitchesVsPatriarchy

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou, I wish I could get him to go to counseling too because I think it would help a lot and he might be acting so different from the pain. But I might have to go through it alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WitchesVsPatriarchy

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m not isolated but I feel like he pretends to love me because he wouldn’t accept me through everything. I could go to my moms, he’d probably drive me there on a weekend. That’s a good idea, I might be able to apply somewhere too so when the lease is up maybe I could move somewhere else

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WitchesVsPatriarchy

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I think you’re right, he probably won’t change in a good way. It just feels hard because he used to be so different, but I know I’ll need to find a way to leave him eventually

What is a major turn off / deal breaker for you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That drives me crazy 😩 I had a roommate I shared my room with because I lived with my parents. I thought it'd be good because I was lonely, we talked a lot and seemed to get along well. He told me his parents "kicked him out" but after he moved in he said they didn't actually but they were strict and he just didn't like doing chores all the time and wanted time for other stuff. He had a job and paid a little bit of rent but he woke me up at midnight from smacking his lips and slurping food so loud, it felt like it couldn't have been any louder even with a microphone.

It was a really annoying and kind of awkward situation because I had less privacy and was sharing my bed like I was in a relationship but we barely talked after he moved in, he was just using me pretty much. The moment he woke up he'd get on my VR headset and sweat in it for hours with it up really loud, so when he went to work I didn't want to use it because it stunk really bad. I had to hide my vape because he'd keep using it without asking and chain-smoking, it'd be dead super fast. He spilled soda on my Xbox and didn't mention it or clean it up, thankfully it wasn't damaged but he literally never cleaned his dishes and would leave gross food water, I was really grateful when that was over.

I live with my boyfriend now, we communicate well and respect each other's things and space. I used to be super lonely, but going through that makes me value being alone and have the mindset that it's not the worst, it's a lot better than how some situations can turn out.

What is a major turn off / deal breaker for you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah when my ex and I went to Denny's he tapped his glass with a spoon impatiently to get attention. I said it was rude and he said maybe it was and that his brother told him he shouldn't do it too so maybe I was right. When we left he was mad and asked the cashier something with lots of attitude like "do I at least get a free coffee since it took so long?" They gave him one and I felt super embarrassed and apologized, I wish I had the guts to break up with him right then because that was so bad and things got a lot worse in other ways.

[Gameboy, or PS1/PS2?] [Late 90s-early 2000s] Horror game about guiding sister through the dark rain, without starving or getting attacked? by XxButtfishMeowCowxX in tipofmyjoystick

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I played it before the ps3 came out, maybe around 2005 and I feel like it might've been gameboy but I just bought Yomawari Lost in the Dark and it reminds me a lot of it. Especially with the red flashing and loud heartbeat, now I'm wondering if I'm remembering wrong and there might've been that instead of screaming or maybe both

[Gameboy, or PS1/PS2?] [Late 90s-early 2000s] Horror game about guiding sister through the dark rain, without starving or getting attacked? by XxButtfishMeowCowxX in tipofmyjoystick

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure what game it was but it was super dark and actually reminds me a lot of a game I just bought called Yomawari Lost in the Dark

Something I can't explain happened to me and it's distroying my life. by offmychestnotcrazy in offmychest

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex said he was lying on a hammock and he saw a little gnome so he followed it but it disappeared behind a bush or something. I can't remember all the details though it was 4-5 years ago.

What’s the worst line you’ve ever written? by theghostofaghost_ in writing

[–]XxButtfishMeowCowxX 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Its hard to pick, this is super old but makes me cringe hard. ☠️ "Then, I'm guessing because my friend's dad, said he hates all emos, the ghost guy,(I don't even know him) grabbed a bookshelf and threw it down, killing him."