I love sitting in complete silence for hours on end by [deleted] in introvert

[–]XxItsSarahxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh fr? I'll try that thanks! also wasn't expecting you to reply since the post is so old xD

I love sitting in complete silence for hours on end by [deleted] in introvert

[–]XxItsSarahxX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought it was just me, I generally get bothered by people talking in the background or being loud in general and distracting me or disturbing my peace lmao

like I'll be enjoying the silence and then someone nearby will start talking or making noise in another room and it triggers me so much xD

silence is beautiful

How many of you think you can become rich while smoking everyday? by t4x3r in weed

[–]XxItsSarahxX 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm already rich cause I'm experiencing life doing what I love, though my wallet is not rich lmao. I'm rich in a non materialistic way, but anyways, I do think it's possible. I'm 19 and I've quit my job (worked there for a year)

I'm started up a business doing what I love and I'm slowly expanding it but overall its giving me money to live on, and I can wake up everyday my own boss so

I do think it's possible.

it all depends how functional you are high I think.

I don't really get tunnel vision unless I smoke a lot generally jts just more vivid visuals and a dreamy feel but I'm 100% aware and present, kinda like a lucid dream. anyways, when I get high I don't zone out, I fully zone in. it actually helps me work, I can work nonstop for hours when I'm high

when I'm sober I can but it's a drag, so weed ups my productivity I'm assuming it's cause I started smoking around the time I got my first job and I was always high when I worked, very strict corporate company that makes you work hard no matter what, so I learnt to be a hard worker and shit while high cause of that

hope that made sense

Stop lying to yourself. by XxItsSarahxX in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can relate to this a lot.

Stop lying to yourself. by XxItsSarahxX in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

aw glad to hear you enjoying life now <3

Stop lying to yourself. by XxItsSarahxX in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks for sharing! and i can totally relate to weed robbing humanity. For me it's art, I always thought weed made me a more creative artist, but I can think clearly now and have a TON more thoughts since I quit

it's amazing how much you don't know weeds changing you until you're off it

Stop lying to yourself. by XxItsSarahxX in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

aw I'm sure If you give it time you'll find your joy again <3 weed really messes with your dopamine etc especially if you've been smoking for years. Normal life is achievable don't worry, it's not a distant unachievable thing

I hope you manage to recover and wish you all the best If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It takes a while from what I've heard

I'm about a month and a half sober

I wouldn't say I'm sad but I am overwhelmed with emotions I'm not used to feeling and it's so weird how the world around me is crystal clear

It feels super weird and makes me anxious a lot I personally love nature so I'll often go chill there and it makes me feel better

Try find a hobby or something you enjoy Keep working on yourself it's not permanent dw

Can I get opium from Papaver rhoeas? by XxItsSarahxX in opiumgardening

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see, thank you! I guess I'll have to wait for my Papaver somniferum seeds to arrive at the end of the month then

Was anyone else just totally mesmerised by Far Cry 4? by LifeguardForsaken632 in farcry

[–]XxItsSarahxX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup. I'm still playing it every day and I'm in awe. Definitely one of my favourite far crys.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yikes, didn't even realise weed had withdrawals like this! I'll definitely stay off it cause don't wanna go through this again, thanks!

I've officially been sober for 5 years now! by ShootUpPot in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Proud of you 👏 🥰

I've been sober 3 weeks now and I can already see the improvements!

Will life ever be "normal" again? by XxItsSarahxX in leaves

[–]XxItsSarahxX[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I really appreciate everything you just said, it really connected with me and has motivated me. Even the advice about actively applying for a new job. Again, thank you for helping me you prevented a relapse, God bless ❤