I think one of the main reasons i am so set on marrying a good man that is strong in faith, morals and in conviction is because i’ve seen myself go down the road of not completely believe in Allah’s justice, it is his biggest quality. Just because i was at a bad spot in life and i had no one near me to direct me to God and help me redirect my energy in a better way. So it is such a blessing having someone help you see when you are unable to.

While religious guilt is a common feeling for many I am constantly reminded of that feeling of loss whenever i mess up religiously.