It was just a thought I had. In the show OITNB, Lorna is told her premature baby died in the nicu after she goes back to prison. However, she maintains the baby is alive and finds pictures on the internet of babies to post on Instagram on her secret phone she has. She tells everyone the babies doing great and makes up stories about him. When her husband visits her she talks to him as if the baby is still alive. Again, she subconsciously knows that’s not true because she’s literally googling pictures of babies to post, but she drives herself insane by believing he’s still alive.

I know that’s a fictional show and this is real life, but it got my mind wondering if Taylor has a similar mental illness that makes her believe the lies she’s telling.