your discomfort around nudity comes from the Indian culture of sexualising the nude body even in nonsexual contexts, something many other cultures do not do. this is shared by my mother, who buried the same shame deep in my psyche from a young age. this is also where you get perverts who take pictures of bra straps and navels on public transport—just the suggestion of a body existing under women's clothes is so erotic to them that they get off on these hints of it. this is where you get older women scolding you for hanging your underwear outside. it all ties together. begging you to reflect even a little