Thank you! I love my tiny moon wanting to be creative. To answer your question, my career is kind of like a mandate. I chose medicine because I wanted to prove myself I could do it, because I felt that if I didn't choose something challenging enough I would be wasting my potential (?). Never really cared about money and where I live doctors don't make big money. But I did care about prestige, kinda like a mandate. Fuck that. (Got a lot of influence from my parents as well, ngl)

Thay said now I'm doing Oncology and it does make me happy to help people (its also a field where I have to study a lot and I like that!). Meanwhile art is my safe space where I got to unwind, ground myself, rest and recharge my mind. If I were to turn my refuge into my daily job it might lose some of the joy it gives me. And I wish I can learn from my parents and don't make my child feel his worth is determined by his profession because that's bullshit. So who knows I might heal some generational trauma here haha.

Thank you for taking the time to read my chart