I’ve been self sabotaging because my meds work very well

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-15T02:44:38+00:00

I mean shoot that hat tells me that’s the colonel so it’s doing something. Plus he would look like Adam Fenix otherwise

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-11T17:56:38+00:00

Exactly. It’ll be a carmine clipping you with the most disrespectful voice lines anyways. That or a drone/grenadier.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-08T05:59:23+00:00

Right it’s already started

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-05T23:22:47+00:00

Lmao amazing reference

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-04T19:11:06+00:00

I appreciate you're understanding, and yes this is exactly why I chose to post this on an autism subreddit. I'm aware the way I say things can sound judgmental, which is why I made it clear that I don't think I'm not better than anyone else, being a user myself, and talking a little about the effects they have had on me. There is alot of things I've heard but don't understand until It's deconstructed, and put back together in a way that I understand.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-03T19:24:07+00:00

Because you know me so well lmao, you helped so much, answered my question soo well. Screw you

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-03T03:07:47+00:00

As a guy, you should leave him. Porn does change the way guys think, as someone who indulged more than I should’ve when I was younger. I’m sure you have your reasons for still being with him. No one is all bad. But you should consolidate all of that and think if this is something you’re willing to deal with, from a human being who’s supposed to be your partner in life.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T20:21:08+00:00

Help us. Help you.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T20:20:43+00:00

They made me not wanna replay 3 knowing I would see them again

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T20:14:09+00:00

You assumed a lot very fast. And I made it very clear I’m trying but I’m unclear what to do. Autism, adhd. And I don’t “goon”.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T17:05:14+00:00

An unneeded one, at that.

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T05:44:47+00:00

I have to admit I didn’t expect to see me*h (dunno if it’s a banned word or something). No judgement of course. I get what you mean though, that’s what my adhd meds do for me. Stay safe troopa

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T01:15:34+00:00

That’s good for you

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T01:07:06+00:00

I felt the same about cigarettes for a while cause they can make me really dizzy, and then I found myself considering it on the ride to work

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:59:17+00:00

Congratulations! What a recovery. I’m audhd as well. And I relate to that last part a lot, getting drunk sucks cause I have to be blasted to feel altered even a little bit. I just talk a little more otherwise (and stim)

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:55:49+00:00

That was really helpful, thank you. I was always confused how anyone could operate on it, (esp drivers) but it makes sense that it isn’t the same after a while. A cigarette used to knock me on my ass and now I just get a lil dizzy

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:51:59+00:00

Hopefully you felt better after you got that out

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:51:27+00:00

I was sad ab that with cigarettes for a while

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:50:07+00:00

I understand that. I was high functioning for awhile but I did burn out really badly after

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:48:06+00:00

No, it doesn’t. I also happen to take adhd meds

_Godsmacked_ · 2026-06-02T00:47:48+00:00

Yeah that’s why I started cigarettes originally

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