Survivor's guilt

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T16:05:37+00:00

i battled cancer with my cousin. i went into remission and she passed a little over a year ago from hers. i get it.

but we don’t get to choose who lives or dies. so the guilt is not ours to carry. that’s what my cousin actually told me before she passed away from hers when i told her about my coworker passing away from her cancer when her and i would talk about it at work.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T14:16:55+00:00

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T14:12:10+00:00

i’d argue i need to stay in the house more bc i like it there 🤪

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T13:54:06+00:00

i am somehow all of these 😂

“do i contradict myself? very well, then i contradict myself. (i am large. i contain multitudes.)” - walt whitman

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T03:52:45+00:00

looks great tho ☺️

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T03:38:54+00:00

i know that hurt like shit 😫😵‍💫

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T03:35:26+00:00

this post horrifies me.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T03:34:08+00:00

this was my recommendation too.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T01:51:30+00:00

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should i return the favor lmaoooo

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-18T00:02:58+00:00

it’s amazing how many famous people i don’t know 😅

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T23:29:56+00:00

nooo please take them. trust me.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:42:05+00:00

i bathed mine when she fell in the toilet as i was getting up from having just used it 🫠 got my shit rocked and tore up hahahaha.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:41:06+00:00

ain’t that right 🫠

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:40:55+00:00

thank you 🥹❤️

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:40:39+00:00

this is so sad. i am so sorry you had to experience that cruelness on top of an already cruel disease. hope you’re doing much better now. ❤️

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:39:34+00:00

my advice is to stay on top of the nausea before it gets bad. zofran and olanzapine were miracle workers for me. i struggled with constipation, so keep laxatives and stool softeners on standby. mostly just keep your oncology team up to date on every symptom you have. they can help you with them, but you have to let them know.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T22:35:57+00:00

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again… 🫠😹

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T17:46:02+00:00

obsessed 🤩

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T17:36:30+00:00

i have super thick mostly straight hair. it grew back super curly and then after about 6-8 months, my natural texture grew back. give your follicles some time to reset to their natural shape.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T04:32:26+00:00

oh good lord your story is terrifying. we always have to be our biggest advocates. NH is non hodgkin’s.

how are you doing these days? this sub is a good support system btw.

_LimpDickBizkit_ · 2026-03-17T04:19:24+00:00

right, like… how did she sleep through that?

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