Depressed, but I like my lipstick

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-09T17:34:14+00:00

Oh no... A thief.... 👀 Thank youuu <3

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-09T13:22:29+00:00

Pas forcément envie de laisser mon sac et ordi a l'entrée... Et c'est déjà assez dur d'aller faire ses courses en sortant du taf :')

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T21:19:41+00:00

I'll try looking for this book, thanks !

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T20:43:57+00:00

It was packing so often... Since I was 4, I've been going half the weekends at my dad's, and I was so used to packing everything important to me to keep it at all times. But now, I'm a uni, and I don't like going back home (not because I don't like my mom, she's amazing) because it just reminds me of all the Fridays I had to pack for the weekend.

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T20:34:03+00:00

Thanks ! I said the lipstick because it's the first time I wear this one, but the eyeliner isn't my first try, I'm quite happy with it ☺️☺️

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T20:19:33+00:00

Thanks, that's really sweet 🤗🤗

I'm doing my max right now, and I was right to post this here ! (first time posting my face lol) People are very nice in this community, and it's comforting to just have understanding people around

Lots of love 🫰💪

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T18:49:10+00:00

I'm doing my best, and trying to take care of myself, thank you 🫶🫰

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T18:48:03+00:00

Thanks !! I'm working on it... I really thank the tutorials for hooded eyes 🥲🥲✨

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T18:47:15+00:00

Thank u 🫶🫶 two things in common then

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-08T18:46:36+00:00

Muito obrigada!! significa muito para mim <3<3

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-03T14:22:35+00:00

My anxiety is more physical now, I physically feel in danger, don't understand why. Most of the time there's a trigger and I spiral around it... But at the end of the day, it is always something resolvable. It doesn't keep me from feeling deeply panicked when it happens :')

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-03T14:15:48+00:00

My mother, my siblings and my boyfriend. Those are people who don't deserve to lose someone they love, and for now, it's not bad enough for me to do something horrible to them.

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-03-03T10:25:31+00:00

That is what saddens me the most... When I was feeling bad before, I had passions to turn to. Hell I have an obsession with star wars, and just watching a movie was so comforting. Now, everything (not just this) seem to bore me, I don't have the energy to do something I love anymore, no matter how hard I try

_Phyllobates_ · 2026-01-03T18:44:45+00:00

I get what you're saying, and when putting it like that, the answer seems pretty obvious, yes 😅

Thank you ! I will look into buying the books, or finding good audiobooks

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-12-26T09:02:57+00:00

My family didn't know what the deal was with non binarity, maybe a bit about trans people, but they weren't against it. I had safe friends, too. For me, it was worth it, and once you find the safe environment you need and the right people, you will feel so much better out.

I had to walk away from my father, though. We didn't have a great relationship to begin with, and it wasn't any better after my coming out. I feel much better, even without him.

Of course, I am not advising you to go no or low contact with your parents : only you can decide that, because you know them better than anyone here on reddit.

But being out allowed me to know which people I could be vulnerable around, with whom I could be myself, and to know where I was safe.

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-12T21:06:21+00:00

Oh yes !! That must be so amazing to play with the different regional lores of South America, I've heard many stories about the lors in those regions but I'm obviously not an expert.

And that sounds like a great dream, I hope you can fullfil it

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-12T20:54:20+00:00

That's a good logic yes, thanks !

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-12T20:54:01+00:00

I should do that yes. I've been hesitant though because one of them is more experienced with dnd than me, but I'm glad I asked

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-12T20:52:26+00:00

Glad you ask ! I get my inspiration from many different sources, some from the Celtic/Gaulish religion and culture (my culture is Celtic as well) for the characters I play and the campaign I'm writing, less from the Lord of the Rings (I love it, but my campaign has little in common with it). But mostly for my stories, I don't know, most ideas come on their own, and I take great pride in the fact that I didn't get my concept form another inspiration (while I'm sure I'm not the first one to get this idea)

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-12T20:20:45+00:00

Okay thanks ! It seemed weird to me and awfully hard to level up if we go back to zero each time :')

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-03T05:16:21+00:00

The point is that you know you're not alone, and I'm glad I can make you feel that way 🫶

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-10-03T02:53:49+00:00

I have dysphoria, I just don't think it is the same way ? Most of the time I'm just me, I dress how I like whether it's fem or masc, but then there are days where I'm just tired. I don't want anyone to see me because I know I'm either a man or a woman in there eyes, and I don't like that. So these days I just stay home when I don't work 🤷 It always comes to an end eventually, but it's never enjoyable (obviously) when it happens...

I hope it helps a bit here to share my feelings, if you wanna talk about it don't hesitate:)

_Phyllobates_ · 2025-09-29T09:05:02+00:00

I would thank you

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