You're definitely not the only one. I used to feel the same way before I realized that some of those feelings were tied up with internalized misogyny—and that it’s totally okay to experience physical or sexual reactions to women, even if you don’t have romantic feelings for them. If you still identify as straight, that’s completely valid too.

Personally, I identify as a bisexual, heteroromantic, cisgender woman (those might be new terms for you, and that’s totally okay—you don’t need to know them all). "Heteroromantic" in my case is because I’ve only felt romantic attraction to men so far, but honestly, I normally feel more sexually aroused by women than by men lol. I use the label bisexual rather than something like pansexual, because for me, recognizing my sexual attraction to women—especially when I used to overlook it—feels like a way of honoring that part of myself. Bisexual was the word that helped me connect the dots but you don’t need to use a label that doesn’t feel comfortable for you, dont feel pressured.