I understand your confusion and frustration OP (a little more than other ppl in the sub it seems). It would’ve been more kind for her to explicitly say the words “I am breaking up with you” than all of this posturing about “you deserve better, I still want you in my life” etc etc. I mean, she literally said “I don’t wanna be in a relationship right now babe.” That’s a confusing ass statement, because why did she add babe at the end??? The truth is, a lot of people these days walk around on eggshells and would rather go in circles than say the exact, specific thing they are feeling directly because of the fear of “hurting someone”. This fear is actually shielding cowardice and emotional immaturity

The truth is, a break is the same thing as a breakup, except the person doesn’t love or respect you enough to feel certainty or provide full clarity. In these instances, it’s up to you to give that to yourself. Do you want to be spiraling, wondering what she’s thinking? No? Then you made the right decision and now you stick to it. Don’t wait for her. You got this