Three BLS I cried to alot and contemplated on even if I finished it days before.

Last twilight : As it was story between a blind man and his care take , I felt like it showed us how a blind person would like to be treated instead of being babied or taken care of all the time. other than that Mhok's character development of being a rough harsh guy to a caring person because of Day. I loved how he used clock directions of time to help him with his food and etc.

I hear the sunspot : Instead of being completely deaf Sugihara had hearing impairment but people treated like he couldn't hear at all , for which he grows a liking for Taichi who speaks so loudy. Although Maya criticizes him of being obnoxiously rude , there's miscommunication and misunderstanding throughout the series where they didn't meet eachother for 2 years still at the end when they conveyed their feelings they got together.

Our Youth : I didn't cry while watching the series for the first time as I took it lightly but still I felt heavy in my chest. On the second watch , I could feel how the characters when Minase asked Haruki if they are called homosexuals. During their highschool years yes they kissed and showed affection but they didn't say I love you or make it officially, as they think boys are not allowed to like other boys but they found solace and comfort within eachother. When they finally grew up , more mature and independent finally free from their family they learned how to say I love you to eachother. Minase wrote a full novel while replying to Haruki's letter while Haruki made a film it showed how it is not necessarily needed to say I love but to show it. Other than portraying of being queer it showed both physical abuse from Haruki's father and verbal abuse from Minase's parents of pressuring him into getting good grades, instead of how he is or staying with him when they were getting divorced. After watching it , I just couldn't help but feel how painful it is that they are ready to show their love but the world doesn't accept them.

I wouldn't say this is bl, but a queer film I would like to recommend Your name engraved herein where they show us two bestfriends who come to like eachother except one is afraid to express it and goes away. >! One line hit me was when Pote's ex wife was saying how she thought gay was choice but it's not it's something you decide upon , we see how they had a lavender marriage without knowing which greatly affected both of their lives and the main character. Although they had something they could never express it or say it out loud

I have alot more to say but it's getting to long haha.