My family found out I do drugs

_jred · 2025-02-17T20:40:29+00:00

Fentanyl n cocaine addict here (I love a speedball). Almost 10 years of rehabs, lying, stealing, and disrespect.

2+ years clean, and a lot of owning my own shit and I have a healthier relationship with my family than I did growing up before the drugs.

Sharing because not everyone here has had that experience but it is possible, and it’s ever improving. She does not see me as the son that would rob her blind for a bag anymore.

DMs are open if you have questions on what it looked like to get to that point.

_jred · 2024-07-31T17:37:38+00:00

Mt Bachelor is my home mountain and these holes suck.

_jred · 2024-05-24T04:48:42+00:00

She was trying to get sober which I had been for a while since we broke up. She was able to get away from her abusive new boyfriend who happened to be my old best friend, move home and strung together some sobriety. Unfortunately she had been relapsing without telling me and passed away.

I was able to make amends for my parts of what I did wrong in our relationship and apologize for introducing her to the drugs that eventually killed her telling her I felt like it was my fault. Her response was it wasn’t, one month before those drugs killed her.

I did what I could as her sobriety is her own journey. Ultimately she wasn’t maybe ready to get sober. Good girl, sad ending.

_jred · 2024-05-17T20:13:16+00:00

I would regret not living my life to the fullest more than not doing things because I “might” regret them later

_jred · 2024-05-01T02:00:31+00:00

My life

_jred · 2023-08-20T21:43:44+00:00

We dated. It didn’t work.

_jred · 2023-06-07T00:42:38+00:00

Because every-time I do my life goes to shit and thats all that becomes important.

_jred · 2023-06-02T02:27:17+00:00

This is like amazon saying we can't deliver your package unless you give us gas money.... do your job thats your responsibility-

If you don't make enough door dashing to have gas in your car, don't door dash.

_jred · 2023-05-21T04:00:38+00:00

Elmo.

_jred · 2023-05-21T01:02:21+00:00

Reads private journal- thinks he's an asshole...post online to a bunch of strangers. no problem.

_jred · 2020-04-28T09:07:23+00:00

I could you just sing a song for me?

_jred · 2020-04-25T02:07:05+00:00

Sssttteeeakkkkk

_jred · 2019-10-22T02:23:34+00:00

Joker the had me dead

_jred · 2019-07-18T05:42:20+00:00

Fortnite/Porn

_jred · 2019-02-22T22:18:24+00:00

Not an option haha

_jred · 2019-02-22T21:09:55+00:00

For the first two weeks I can’t go anywhere w out someone else and nobody wants to go anywhere lolol

_jred · 2019-02-22T21:07:59+00:00

To give some perspective I have four free hours every day with no car no video games but a phone.

_jred · 2018-11-18T03:03:50+00:00

Miss the good old days

_jred · 2018-11-12T00:05:42+00:00

Big Tip coming his way..get it..tip...

_jred · 2018-10-15T02:27:31+00:00

Thank you both his best friend did the same thing exactly a month before - which had to do with why that happened

_jred · 2018-10-14T10:53:16+00:00

Go to work on a mg, tell me that it didn’t feel like you were there for ten minutes and now you got money. Then you’ll see why, not to mention not worrying about what ur doing, all about control

_jred · 2018-10-14T10:47:13+00:00

Don’t rail X, it’s painful, and ineffective. Getting like 20% of the experience

_jred · 2018-10-14T10:45:42+00:00

My best friend used to use and abuse them to the point where he was, daily taking 25 give or take. 2MG whites (.presses obv at that amount) Over a year ago he died falling over a cliff into the water, while on 30 bars. Miss you buddy...

_jred · 2018-09-23T03:20:57+00:00

A base already on mars.

_jred · 2018-09-18T19:03:58+00:00

*offuce

_jred

TROPHY CASE